of the paper modulated in her hand. She felt the water in the pipes slipping down the drain. She followed it for a while.
There must be something wrong with the furnace. The pipes were cold. She used the Herald to start a fire. She left the room, fetched the Csrym T, brought it back to bed. She got out her notebook and scribbled a page of notes: all with the shylock on.
Am able to see better than I thought. Will attempt to decipher part of a glyph with the shylock still on.
Yllo’tharnah seem to be following the book. I don’t know how, but a corporeal manifestation nearly killed us at Nathan’s mansion: a 25Why? Are there Lnshin’thn too? Are there limits to Their hierarchy?
I assumed the One I bound at the Porch of Sth was alone.
Am having nightmares. Shapeless things. I see insuperable slithering masses in the dark. I feel giddy all the time. Something is happening.
This glyph. This jellyfish glyph. I have no other name for it. It terrifies me for reasons I cannot describe. Ref: page 847 of C.T.
Cataclysm. Creation. Things I can’t explain. Can’t explain. Yella byn! It’s like I’ve become a child again, without vocabulary to describe a thing!
One thing is certain. Nathan Howl was brilliant. I think his house is a transdimensional fortress. Something I can use. Not now. Not even in a month from now. But soon. Soon.
Find it funny how They (the Yllo’tharnah) are trying to get in. I’m trying to get out and They’re trying to get in. Each of us pressing against our respective side of the membrane. A case of greener grass? Or just a singular truism common to both our species: the need to explore, to conquer new territory. To learn, expand and grow. The need to create and destroy. The evolution of the inner beast. Becoming more of whatever it is we are. Creator, killer, philanthropist . . .
Just another natural increment in our progression. In the development of gods. They are gods. Not the deaf blind disconnected gods of Incense Street. They are waking gods. Undying. Planning gods. Proximate and looming.
Sena tucked the notebook between a pillow and her thigh. She picked up the Csrym T and opened it to her mark. Just ahead was another passage about the Last Page.
She swore.
The Last Page of what?
She flipped to the back of the book. It ended like most books, abruptly. There was nothing special about the final page except one small thing.
Nathaniel Howl had written in his precise scholarly hand: Ha! Clever Pun. And so like tattoos they now seem to me!
Always another mystery.
Cameron had told her Nathaniel had gone crazy. Maybe it didn’t mean anything at all.
She studied through lunch into late afternoon.
The pages were smooth and cool. Like dead things, the old necromancer’s hand had marked them up. She was starting there, with pencil and ink, with wide margins filled with notes and references.
“The jellyfish glyph.”
Sena looked up, startled. An old man’s voice had whispered the words. They scraped along the curves inside her ear, tracing from the outer edges in, sounding like the weird dry brush of a fingertip moving. A sensual exploration, analytic and at once perverse. There was no one in the room.
The words had been so clear. She had never verbalized them and had written the approximation of them in her notebook for the first time earlier today.
Could someone have been watching while she wrote?
Deeply disturbed, she set her studies aside and slipped out of bed. She checked the door first. It was shut tight. Feeling childish, she felt around under the bed. She wanted to remove the shylock, to see with her real eyes that she was alone. She opened the wardrobes, batted around jackets and shirts and dresses until she felt positive no one could be inside. She even checked the windows and the ledges for intruders. All she found was birdlime and chilly air.
I’m not going crazy, she told herself.
This is holomorphy.
Perhaps the Eighth House had composed an argument against her. Perhaps Giganalee could send glamours from leagues away . . .
Sena waited for the voice to come again but it did not.
For roughly one week Sena was alone in Isca Castle. Caliph did not return and Gadriel either truly did not know where he had gone or masterfully hid his knowledge.
Her eyes were black and purple, tinged with green. Badly bruised, she still slept with the shylock at night.
No one seemed capable of telling her where Caliph had