always the soldiers fighting and hacking and slicing, falling and getting up again. The grunting cries of pain, the screams.
And that does not even factor in the souls. So many souls escaping their bodies, like a murmuration of starlings against the smoke-filled sky.
As the sun finally begins to lower toward the horizon, Pierre finally signals a retreat, calling back less than a quarter of the men he started with.
A rousing cheer goes up, starting in the battlefield, then quickly taken up by the city.
Chapter 90
We stand, gasping for breath, muscles trembling, too exhausted to move as we watch Pierre and his troops flee.
Our men are bone-weary. They have been fighting in one form or another since early this morning. It is Beast who rouses himself first. He is blood splattered, his breastplate dented in numerous places, and two arrows protrude from his left arm. “We’ve wounded to see to.” His deep voice booms through the haggard silence.
Slowly, townspeople begin to venture forward, coming out of the gate. A handful of them are the priests from the local abbey, and another handful are the Brigantian nuns. Beast waves them over to where the majority of our wounded lie. Instead of following them, he heads for the first pit.
Sword still in his hand, Maraud limps over to Beast. “You are not tending their wounded before our own.”
“Your father is in there. Your father who chose to ride into the pit rather than alert Pierre to our gambit. We both owe it to him to see if he is still alive.”
Maraud’s expression is unreadable as he shoves his sword in its scabbard. When they reach the pit, the Arduinnites are already there, quieting the injured horses and gently putting them out of their misery.
Maraud places his hand on the rim of the pit, then hops down into it, followed by Beast. I hold my breath, barely able to imagine what a grisly scene must await them. Moments later, Maraud’s muffled voice calls out, “He’s alive.”
* * *
Beast emerges from the pit, carrying Maraud’s father carefully in his arms, not wishing to make his wounds worse, but unable to get him out any other way. By the time he has laid him on the makeshift stretcher two of the priests have produced, Maraud has climbed out of the pit as well. Instead of following his father into the city, he heads for our own wounded.
Beast puts a hand on his arm to stop him. “There are plenty of others to take care of the men. Go with your father. Although you did not want it, he gave much for you—both his honor and most likely his life.”
The men’s eyes meet, and the weight of what passes between them squeezes my throat. Finally, Maraud turns to follow the priests. When I fall into step beside him, he says nothing. At first, I think he will ignore me, but he takes my hand instead, holding it tightly the entire way.
The infirmary is clean and spare, and smells of dried herbs and human bodies. The floors are stone, the walls bare and lined with beds. We wait while they clean Crunard and get him settled, wanting, I think, to spare us the pain of his discomfort. Maraud’s jaw is clenched the entire time, his eyes staring straight ahead.
“Would you rather be alone?” I ask.
His grip on my hand tightens. “I would rather not be here at all, but if I must, better with you at my side.”
One of the nuns appears and motions us into the room. I have never seen Maraud’s father before, but instantly recognize the lines of his face, the plane of his jaw, the arch of his nose. That is where the similarity ends, however. This man’s flesh hangs loose from his face, his hair has gone gray, his lips thin and bloodless.
“It is a gut wound,” the priest says quietly. “He is still alive, and may be for days, but it is fatal, make no mistake.”
“Thank you,” I tell the priest. When Maraud makes no move, I gently lead him to the bed.
As if sensing his son’s presence, the older man opens his eyes.
“You knew.” Maraud’s hand on mine tightens. “You knew it was a trap.”
Crunard gives an imperceptible nod.
“And yet you rode into it anyway.”
“To veer would have given it away.” The words come out ragged.
Maraud’s emotions bubble through him. Confusion and anger, bitterness and disbelief, and buried beneath all of that, grief. “Why?”
Crunard’s lips draw back in an echo of