The Hundred Thousand Kingdoms - By N. K. Jemisin Page 0,60

see? And Dekartas love for Kinneth was well known; we thought that would make you safe. No one expected him to kill hercertainly not after twenty years. All of us were caught off guard by that.

I made myself take another bite of the leafroll, chewing on more than its fragrant wrapping. No one had expected my mothers death. And yet, some part of methe still-grieving, angry part of mefelt they should have known. They should have warned her. They should have prevented it.

But listen. Sieh leaned forward. The Stone is whats left of Enefas body. Because you possess Enefas soul, you can wield the Stones power in ways that no one but Enefa herself could do. If you held the Stone, Yeine, you could change the shape of the universe. You could set us free like that. He snapped his fingers.

Then die.

Sieh lowered his eyes, his enthusiasm fading. That wasnt the original plan, he said, but yes.

I finished the leafroll and looked at the rest of the plate without enthusiasm. My appetite had vanished. But angerslow-building and fierce, almost as hot as my anger over my mothers murderwas beginning to take its place.

You mean for me to lose the contest, too, I said softly.

Well yes.

What will you offer me? If I accept this alliance?

He grew very still. Protection for your land through the war that would follow our release. And favor forever after our victory. We keep our vows, Yeine, believe me.

I believed him. And the eternal blessing of four gods was indeed a powerful temptation. That would guarantee safety and prosperity for Darr, if we could get through this time of trial. The Enefadeh knew my heart well.

But then, they thought they already knew my soul.

I want that and one thing more, I said. Ill do as you wish, Sieh, even if it costs me my life. Revenge against my mothers killer is worth that. Ill take up the Stone and use it to set you free, and die. But not as some humbled, beaten sacrifice. I glared at him. I want to win this contest.

His lovely green eyes went wide.

Yeine, he began, thats impossible. Dekarta and Relad and Scimina theyre all against you. You havent got a chance.

Youre the instigator of this whole plot, arent you? Surely the god of mischief can think of a way.

Mischief, not politics!

You should go and tell the others my terms. I made myself pick up the fork and eat some relish.

Sieh stared at me, then finally let out a shaky laugh. I dont believe this. Youre crazier than Naha. He got to his feet and rubbed a hand over his hair. Yougods. He seemed not to notice the strangeness of his oath. Ill talk to them.

I inclined my head formally. I shall await your answer.

Muttering in his strange language, Sieh summoned his yellow ball and left through the bedroom wall.

They would accept, of course. Whether I won or lost, they would get the freedom they wantedunless, of course, I chose not to give it to them. So they would do whatever it took to keep me agreeable.

Reaching for another leafroll, I concentrated on chewing slowly so that my ill-used stomach would not rebel. It was important that I recover quickly. I would need my strength in the time to come.

15

Hatred

I SEE MY LAND BELOW ME. It passes underneath, as if I am flying. High ridges and misty, tangled valleys. Occasional fields, even rarer towns and cities. Darr is so green. I saw many lands as I traveled across High North and Senm on the way to Sky, and none of them seemed half as green as my beautiful Darr. Now I know why.

* * *

I slept again. When I woke, Sieh still had not returned, and it was night. I did not expect an answer from the Enefadeh anytime soon. I had probably annoyed them by my refusal to trudge obediently to death. If I were them, I would keep me waiting awhile.

Almost as soon as I woke, there was a knock at the door. When I went to answer, a bony-faced servant boy stood very straight and said, with painful formality, Lady Yeine. I bear a message.

Rubbing sleep from my eyes, I nodded permission for him to continue, and he said, Your grandsire requests your presence.

And suddenly I was very, very awake.

* * *

The audience chamber was empty this time. Just me and Dekarta. I knelt as I had that first afternoon, and laid my knife on the floor as was