father’s attempt to understand his daughter.”
It sounds like something Dr. Harris would have told me. Typical analytical bullshit.
“I was five,” I say. “There wasn’t too much for him to try to understand.”
“You’d be surprised by the complexity of young minds.”
I start to rise from the chair, gripped by a sudden urge to leave. This is going nowhere. Certainly not in the direction I want it to. What keeps me here, hovering over the chair’s beige upholstery, is the need for answers.
“All that book did was make life very hard for my family,” I say. “Me, especially.”
“Then why did you return to Baneberry Hall?”
“I inherited it. Now I have to get it ready to be sold.”
“You don’t have to,” the doctor says. “Not really. Everything regarding the house could be taken care of remotely. Movers and designers and so forth.”
“I am a designer,” I say, bristling. “I needed to see the condition of the house.”
“That’s the key word, I think.”
“House?”
Dr. Weber gives me a patient smile. “See. You needed to see the condition of the house. It’s very similar to that phrase ‘I’ll believe it when I see it.’ Which makes me think you came back not to see the condition of the house but to find out if, just maybe, your father was telling the truth in his book.”
I lean forward in the chair. “What did I tell you during that session?”
“So you’re a designer,” Dr. Weber says, ignoring my question. “Of what?”
“Interiors.”
“Fascinating.”
I knew she’d glom on to that bit of information. Dr. Harris certainly had. She said Baneberry Hall is the reason I do what I do. That the story of my family’s brief time there has led me to seek out other stories in other houses. A constant quest for truth.
“What do you really hope to accomplish by renovating that house?” Dr. Weber says.
“To make a profit.”
“Are you sure it’s not really an attempt to change your experience there? Flip the house, flip your past.”
“I think it’s a little more complex than that,” I say.
“Is it? You just told me that house made life very hard for you.”
“No, I said my father’s book did. That house has nothing to do with it.”
“It absolutely does,” Dr. Weber says, the newfound sparkle in her eye signaling she thinks she’s got me all figured out. “It’s all tied together, Maggie. The house. The book. Your family. I’m not surprised you say your father’s book hurt you. I can only imagine how strange it must have been, growing up with such a burden. Now here you are, renovating Baneberry Hall. Don’t you think this project is, in essence, now an attempt to rewrite that story?”
“I’m not here to be analyzed,” I say, struck once more by the urge to leave. This time, I stand. Dr. Weber remains in her seat. Our sudden difference in height emboldens me. “If you don’t want to tell me what I said during that session we had, fine. But I’m not going to let you waste my time in the process.”
I take a step toward the door, stopping only when Dr. Weber says, “Your parents contacted me, saying you were having trouble adjusting to your new house. When I learned where you lived, I wasn’t surprised.”
She gestures for me to return to the chair. Seated once more, I say, “Because of what happened with the Carver family?”
“And other things,” Dr. Weber says. “Stories. Rumors. Every town has a haunted house. In Bartleby, that’s Baneberry Hall. And it was that way long before your father’s book existed.”
I think of the passages in the Book about the house’s history. All those articles my father had reportedly found about deaths that had occurred there beyond the Carver family’s tragedy. I assumed he’d made them up.
“When your parents brought you to see me, I was prepared to talk to a little girl afraid of the dark. Instead, I met a smart, willful five-year-old convinced there were supernatural presences in her house.”
“I mentioned ghosts?”
“Oh, yes. A little girl, Miss Pennyface, and Mister Shadow.”
A thin sliver of fear shoots up my spine like a titanium rod. I sit up straighter in my chair.
“My father made them up.”
“It’s possible,” Dr. Weber says. “Children are impressionable. If an adult tells them something, no matter how impossible it may sound, a child will tend to believe it. Take Santa Claus, for example. So, yes, your father could have planted the idea of these people in your head.”
For the first time since we’ve sat down, I detect