was just that one time? Or…”
“I don’t know,” she said with a shrug. “I’m sure that certainly didn’t help. But I also just never felt comfortable with anyone. You know? Don’t worry, it’s not like I was holding out for ‘the one’ or anything,” she said with a smile.
He grinned and looked away. Connor had to admit, there was a part of him that had started to suspect that. The strange thing was, he liked it. It humbled and honored him. What’s the matter with me?
“I, well, I wish I would have known,” he said. “I would have, uh, been a little gentler. I suppose.”
“I liked it,” she said.
“Yeah, I could tell,” he said, and nudged her with his elbow.
She giggled. “What can I say? That’s what years of sexual suppression and build-up will do to you.”
Connor lay back on the bed and pulled her down with him. She curled into his chest with an arm and leg spread over him. It felt natural, easy. He’d never been one for cuddling after sex, and usually merely tolerated it, if anything. But with Sam it wasn’t just about the sex. That had been phenomenal, but there was something more between them.
“So,” he mused. “Contract’s suspended for the weekend, huh?”
“That was my executive decision,” she declared.
He felt himself start to harden again. It was the press of her breasts against his chest, and the wet heat against his thigh. What the hell? We’ve already fucked once, what could another time hurt?
He ran over every possible justification as he leaned down and kissed her again. She responded instantly and ran her hand across his chest. Still, he was worried. There were feelings stirred up in him that went much deeper than lust. You’re going to screw everything up.
But he couldn’t stop himself. She’d reached down and had stroked him into full hardness. As Sam kissed his neck, down to his stomach and straddled his thigh as she took him into her mouth, he just couldn’t stop it.
She felt amazing, every part of her. Sam gripped his base while she took him deeper into her mouth toward her throat. He gasped out. Already she was riding him at his leg, and her juices dripped down his thigh.
Connor opened his eyes and watched her. She worked him like a pro for this basically being her first time. Of course it couldn’t be, not with her this comfortable about it. He couldn’t help but be doubtful.
“You give head like a pro,” he told her.
She smiled up at him and licked the length of his shaft.
“This your first time?” he asked her.
She nodded. “But I’m not going to lie,” she said with a slight blush. “I’ve watched my fair share of porn.”
So that was it. The idea of her watching porn while she got herself off made him even harder. He wanted to watch her, to see how she handled herself. “When was the last time?” he asked her.
She flicked her tongue across his tip. “Last time what?” she asked.
“The last time you got yourself off watching porn,” he said as he raked her hair back and held it in a fist behind her head.
She turned red. “Um, well, you kind of interrupted me,” she said.
“What do you mean?” His cock throbbed, begged for her mouth, but the curiosity was stronger.
“Remember the time you came to my house unannounced on your run?”
“You’re kidding,” he said as he sat up. “You were…”
“Yeah. Okay?” she asked, embarrassed.
“Don’t be embarrassed, it’s hot as hell,” he said. “I just wish I would have known.”
“Why?” she asked with a smile as she stroked him gently. “What would you have done?”
“Probably something like this,” he said, and he grabbed her quickly to pull her up to him.
She squealed, but her sounds quickly turned to moans as he entered her again. Immediately, he was struck again by just how tight she was.
“I could fuck you all day,” he told her as their rhythms synced up.
“I dare you,” she said. She closed her eyes and tilted her head back. Her long hair brushed across his legs.
He’d never seen anything so beautiful in his life.
21
Sam
When she awoke, it took her a moment to realize where she was. Although the entire weekend was already a blur. Sam turned on her side and felt the white silk sheets against her naked body. Connor was nowhere to be seen.
She reached out and felt his spot, still warm and wrinkled. From the other room, she heard him say, “Right in