mother sold it for some of the stuff that’s sitting frozen in her veins right now.
“Listen,” I say. “I know it’s been a while, but I was wondering if I could come visit before I start college classes.”
“Of course,” he says without hesitation. “Name the day and I’ll buy a plane ticket.”
I look over at Gary. He’s just a few feet away, staring at my breasts, so I turn away from him. “I was hoping I could come tomorrow.”
There’s a pause, and I hear movement on the other end, like he’s crawling out of bed. “Tomorrow? Are you sure you’re alright, Beyah?”
I let my head fall back and I close my eyes while I lie to him again. “Yeah. Janean just...I need a break. And I miss you.”
I don’t miss him. I barely know him. But whatever will get me a flight out of here the fastest.
I can hear typing coming from my father’s end, like he’s on a computer. He starts muttering times and names of airlines. “I can get you on a United flight to Houston tomorrow morning. You’d need to be at the airport in five hours. How many days do you want to stay?”
“Houston? Why Houston?”
“I live in Texas now. Have for a year and a half.”
That’s probably something a daughter should know about her father. At least he still has the same cell phone number.
“Oh. Yeah, I forgot.” I grip the back of my neck. “Can you just buy a one-way ticket for now? I’m not sure how long I want to stay. Maybe a few weeks.”
“Yeah, I’ll buy it now. Just find a United agent at the airport in the morning and they’ll print your boarding pass. I’ll meet you at baggage claim when you land.”
“Thanks.” I end the call before he can say anything else. When I turn around, Gary throws a thumb in the direction of the front door.
“I can give you a ride to the airport,” he says. “It’ll cost ya, though.” He grins, and the way his lips curl up makes my stomach churn. When Gary Shelby offers to do a favor for a woman, it isn’t in exchange for money.
And if I’m going to be exchanging favors with someone for a ride to the airport, I’d rather it be Dakota than Gary Shelby.
I’m used to Dakota. As much as I despise him, he’s been dependable.
I pick up the phone again and dial Dakota’s number. My father said I need to be at the airport in five hours, but if I wait until Dakota is asleep, he may not answer the phone. I want to get there while I still have the opportunity.
I’m relieved when Dakota answers the call. He sounds half-asleep when he says, “Yeah?”
“Hey. I need a favor.”
There’s a moment of silence before Dakota says, “Really, Beyah? It’s the middle of the night.”
He doesn’t even ask what I need, or if everything is okay. He’s immediately annoyed with me. I should have put an end to whatever this is between us as soon as it started.
I clear my throat. “I need a ride to the airport.”
I can hear Dakota sigh like I’m a nuisance to him. I know I’m not. I may not be more than a transaction to him, but it’s a transaction he can’t seem to get enough of.
I hear the creak of his bed like he’s sitting up. “I don’t have any money.”
“I’m not—I’m not calling you for that. I need a ride to the airport. Please.”
Dakota groans, and then says, “Give me half an hour.” He hangs up. So do I.
I walk past Gary and make sure to slam his screen door as I leave his house.
Over the years, I’ve learned not to trust men. Most of the ones I’ve interacted with are like Gary Shelby. Buzz is okay, but I can’t ignore that he created Dakota. And Dakota is just a better looking, younger Gary Shelby.
I hear people talk about good men, but I’m starting to think that’s a myth. I thought Dakota was one of the good ones. Most of them just appear to be Dakotas on the outside, but beneath all those layers of epidermis and subcutaneous tissue, there’s a sickness running through their veins.
When I’m back inside my own house, I look around my bedroom, wondering if there’s anything I even want to take with me. I don’t have much that’s worth packing, so I grab a few changes of clothes, my hairbrush and my toothbrush. I stuff my clothes