of Georgia. “This is her handwriting.” Sam ran her fingers over the perfect, Palmer Method print of their mother. “The postmark is from Batavia, Illinois. That’s where Fermilab is. These must be love letters.”
“Oh,” Ben said. “Yeah, you maybe don’t want to read those.”
“Whyever not?”
“Because they were really in love.”
Sam was beaming. “But, that’s wonderful.”
“Is it?” Ben’s voice went up to a register he probably hadn’t used since puberty. “I mean, do you really wanna read a pack of scented letters your dad kept tied with a red string that are from way back when he and your mom just met and were probably—” He fucked his fingers into his open fist. “Think about it. Your dad could be a real horn dog.”
Charlie felt queasy.
Sam said, “Let’s put aside that decision for the moment.” She placed the letters on top of the safe. She wedged her hand back inside and slid out a postcard.
Sam showed Charlie the aerial photo of the Johnson Space Center.
Gamma had worked with NASA before going to Fermilab.
Sam turned over the card. Again, their mother’s neat handwriting was unmistakable.
Charlie read aloud the message to Rusty, “‘If you can see things out of whack, then you can see how things can be in whack.’ —Dr. Seuss.”
Sam gave Charlie a meaningful look, as if their mother was offering marital advice from the grave.
Charlie said, “Obviously, she was trying to communicate with Dad on his level.”
“Obviously.” Sam was smiling the same way she had on Christmas mornings. She had always opened presents so maddeningly slow, commenting on the wrapping paper, the amount of tape used, the size and shape of the box while Charlie tore through her gifts like a Chihuahua on methamphetamine.
Sam said, “We need to go through all of this very carefully.” She made herself more comfortable on the floor. “I hope that we’ll find the photo today, but if not, or I guess either way, do you mind if I take all of this back to New York? Some of it is very precious. I can catalog everything and—”
“It’s fine,” Charlie said, because she knew that Gamma and Sam had always spoken in their own, impenetrable language.
And also that she would never make a catalog.
“I’ll bring them back,” Sam promised. “You can meet me in Atlanta, or I can come up here.”
Charlie nodded. She liked the idea of seeing her sister again.
“I can’t believe Daddy kept this.” Sam was holding one of her track and field ribbons. “He must have had it in his office. Otherwise, it would’ve burned in the fire. And—oh my goodness.” She had found a pile of old school assignments. “Your paper on transcendentalism. Charlie, do you remember Gamma got into a two-hour argument with your teacher? She was so livid that he’d marginalized Louisa May Alcott. Oh—and look, my old report card. He was supposed to sign it.”
Ben whistled for Charlie’s attention. He was holding up a blank sheet of paper. “Your dad kept my drawing of a rabbit in a snowstorm.”
Charlie grinned.
“Oh, wait.” He took a pen off the desk and drew a black dot in the center of the page. “It’s a polar bear’s asshole.”
She laughed, and then she wanted to cry because she missed his humor so much.
“Charlie,” Sam said, delighted. “I think we hit the jackpot. Do you remember Mother’s notebooks?” She was reaching into the safe again. This time, she brought out a large, leather-bound journal. She opened the cover.
Instead of diary pages filled with equations, there were blank checks.
Charlie looked over Sam’s shoulder again. Spiral bound. Three rows to a sheet, torn stubs where older checks had been written. The account was drawn on Bank of America, but she did not recognize the company name. “Pikeville Holding Fund.”
Sam paged through the check stubs, but the usual information—the date, the amount, and the person to whom the check was made payable—were blank. She asked Charlie, “Why would Dad have a business checking account for a holding company?”
“His escrow account is under Rusty Quinn, esquire,” Charlie said. Most litigators had non-interest-bearing holding accounts in which settlement funds were deposited. The lawyer took his cut, then paid out the rest to the client. “But this doesn’t make sense. Lenore does all of Dad’s bookkeeping. She took over when he forgot to pay his electric bill and the power was cut off.”
Ben rifled through a pile of unopened mail on Rusty’s desk. He found an envelope and held it up. “Bank of America.”
“Open it,” Charlie said.
Ben extracted the one-page