one day and decide you want a bigger world.” Vivi thought about herself in high school riding shotgun in Brett Caspian’s Skylark. What if that had been all she’d ever known? “You may want to move to Istanbul.”
“I’ve been to Istanbul,” Willa said. “During my summer abroad. I got robbed outside the Hagia Sophia, remember? I will never want to move to Istanbul.”
“You may decide to pursue a master’s in history or an MBA, and off you go to Harvard while Rip stays here on Nantucket. You may decide you like Boston—you ride the T, you get takeout Lebanese food, you spend an afternoon at the Isabella Stewart Gardner Museum. Then one day in class, a voice offers some brilliant insight, and you turn around to set eyes on some young man. Maybe he’s not even your type. He’s short and dark-skinned, not tall and pale like Rip; he has a mustache and a British accent instead of being clean-shaven and dropping his r’s like Rip, and yet you find yourself drawn to him…”
“I love how you’re writing the novel of how I’ll leave Rip,” Willa said.
“You’re so young, Willie. Twenty-three! Your prefrontal cortex isn’t fully developed yet.”
“Mother.”
“It’s the part of the brain responsible for sound decision-making,” Vivi said. “It matures at twenty-five.” This was a factoid Vivi had picked up while researching her novel The Angle of Light. “I just don’t want you to shortchange yourself.” She had split the last of the wine between their glasses. “Have you ever been with anyone else? Sexually?”
“Mother.”
“Because if not…”
“Of course not, Mother. Well, I kissed Ryan Brickley in sixth grade.”
“That doesn’t count,” Vivi said.
“Rip and I are meant to be together.”
“I just worry that you got attached to Rip after Dad and I split, that he became your security blanket, and once you get a little older—”
“I’m not getting divorced,” Willa said.
“Willie…”
“Please, Mom,” Willa said. “Let’s get dessert.”
Vivi hovers so near Rip, she can see a raw, red hangnail on his thumb and hear his watch ticking. Vivi inches even closer. His head pivots in her direction, then he checks behind himself like he’s looking for someone. Does he know she’s here? Does he?
Rip
Willa called Rip as he was walking out of the Field and Oar Club. She was crying so hard, he couldn’t understand a word she was saying. He had instinctively pulled the phone away from his ear, and when he did this, his sister, Pamela, who had just walloped Rip in a brother-sister tennis match, groaned. She probably thought what he thought, that Willa had started bleeding.
But Willa wasn’t calling about the baby. “Mama is dead, she’s dead, she was hit by a car. She’s dead, Rip, she’s dead.” This was followed by a guttural cry, and Rip felt like he’d been kicked in the stomach. Vivi was dead? Vivi was dead? She had been hit by a car on her run. Apparently, Leo had called Willa at home, waking her up, then he and Carson had gotten Willa and they all went to the hospital together. The ER doc told them that Vivi had been dead on arrival.
Dead on arrival? Vivi? There had to be a mistake. Things like this just didn’t happen. Though, of course, they did happen—all the time, every day.
Rip had only one thought: he needed to be with his wife.
Pamela dropped Rip off at the hospital, and he was the one who had a substantive conversation with the doctor. There was internal bleeding, head trauma; by the time the paramedics arrived, she was gone. “It would have been nearly instant,” the doc said. “There was no suffering.”
The suffering, Rip thought, had only just begun.
He drove Willa, Carson, and Leo home. (They hadn’t wanted to leave and it fell to Rip to point out that there was no reason to stay at the hospital, nothing left to wait for. Vivi was dead.) It was only a three-minute drive back to Money Pit, but it was three minutes Rip would never forget. Willa, Leo, and Carson all huddled in the back seat; Leo and Carson were bawling, clinging to Willa, and she had risen to the occasion, comforting them both, becoming the new mother figure as Rip watched her in the rearview.
When they got home, Willa led Leo and Carson into the front sitting room—and there, the three of them have stayed.
Dennis shows up wearing cargo shorts, a long-sleeved T-shirt from Cisco Brewers, a bandanna tied around his neck, and sunglasses. His steel-gray hair is