watched as the fork shovelled up some of the macaroni and cheese and raised it. He thought he knew the thin, doll-like hand and turned his head to meet Salander's eyes. Her gaze was expectant. She seemed anxious.
For a long moment Palmgren stared at her face. His heart was suddenly pounding in a most unreasonable way. Then he opened his mouth and accepted the food.
She fed him one bite at a time. Normally Palmgren hated being spoon-fed, but he understood Salander's need. It was not because he was a helpless piece of baggage. She was feeding him as a gesture of humility - in her case an extraordinarily rare occurrence. She put the right-size portions on the fork and waited until he was finished chewing. When he pointed at the glass of milk with the straw, she held it up so he could drink.
When he had swallowed the last mouthful, she put the fork down and gave him a questioning look. He shook his head. They had not said a word to each other during the entire meal.
Palmgren leaned back in his wheelchair and took a deep breath. Salander picked up the napkin and wiped around his mouth. He felt like a Mafia boss in an American movie where a capo di tutti capi was showing respect. He imagined how she would kiss his hand and smiled at the absurdity of this fantasy.
"Do you think it would be possible to get a cup of coffee in this place?" she said.
He slurred his words. His lips and tongue could not shape the sounds.
"Srvg tab rond corn." The serving table is around the corner, she worked it out.
"You want a cup? Milk, no sugar, as always?"
He signalled yes with a hand. She carried his tray away and came back a minute later with two cups of coffee. He noticed that she drank hers black, which was unusual. He smiled when he saw that she had saved the straw from his milk for the coffee cup. Palmgren had a thousand things to say but he could not formulate a single syllable. But their eyes kept meeting, time after time. Salander looked terribly guilty. Finally she broke the silence.
"I thought you'd died," she said. "If I'd known you were alive I would never have... I would have come to see you a long time ago. Forgive me."
He bowed his head. He smiled, a twist of the lips.
"You were in a coma when I left you and the doctors told me you were going to die. They said you would be dead within a few days and I just walked away. I'm so sorry."
He lifted his hand and laid it on her little fist. She took his hand in a firm grip.
"Ju dsperd." You disappeared.
"Dragan Armansky told you?"
He nodded.
"I was off travelling. I needed to get away. I didn't say goodbye to anybody, just left. Were you worried?"
He shook his head from side to side, slowly.
"You don't ever have to worry about me."
"I nv word bow ju. Ju alws get ba. Bt Armshy's word." I never worried about you. You always get by. But Armansky was worried.
She smiled her usual crooked smile at him and Palmgren relaxed. He studied her, comparing his memory of her with the woman he saw before him. She had changed. She was whole and clean and rather well dressed. She had taken out the ring that was in her lip and... hmm... the wasp tattoo on her neck was gone too. She looked grown up. He laughed for the first time in many weeks. It sounded like a coughing fit.
Salander's smile grew bigger and she suddenly felt a warmth that she had not felt in a long time filling her heart.
"Ju dd gd." You did good. He aimed a hand at her clothes. She nodded.
"I'm doing fine."
"Howz z noo gardn?" How is the new guardian?
Palmgren noticed Salander's face darken. Her mouth tightened. She looked at him frankly.
"He's OK... I can handle him."
Palmgren's eyebrows questioned her. Salander looked around the dining room and changed the subject.
"How long have you been here?"
Palmgren may have had a stroke and he still had difficulty speaking and coordinating his movements, but his mind was intact and his radar instantly picked up a false tone in Salander's voice. In all the years he had known her, he had come to realize that she never lied to him directly, but neither was she totally candid. Her way of not telling him the truth