and that’s how our mornings start without question.
I fiddle with the buttons on my very tight, white button up shirt. They’d talked about this night at the club forever. I missed it last year, but I’m here this time. It’s ladies’ night at Blue Iron and by ladies’ night I mean it’s more of a men’s’ night. It’s the only night of the year that the women take to the stage.
Ross brings in an out of town crew to take to the stage. It took a lot of convincing to allow him to let me up there, but I finally won. It was a difficult battle because I couldn’t play all my cards. If Ross knew the sole purpose behind my performance tonight he would’ve banned me from the club.
Each time I’ve watched Rhett dance since we’ve made it official, it stings. Shards of thick glass flow down my throat as I watch him entertain the ladies in the club, even though during each performance he does something special for me. I get it that he loves dancing and it’s a part of him, but it’s something I can’t digest no matter how hard I try to.
A healthy dose of his own medicine should do the trick. I smooth down the plaid, pleated and very short skirt, and try to talk down my nerves. I don’t get nervous or scared; fuck, the Darby the world knows thinks she’s one bad mothertrucker. However, tonight I’m anything but that. I’m facing more than one fear.
“You gonna puke?”
I look up to a busty blonde who’s topless and roaming around the dressing room in a lime green thong. I sure in the fuck hope my performance is before hers because I’d stab Rhett in the balls for watching her dance. It’s like her entire body was made to entertain the stage from her hair, long legs, and dazzling smile.
I take too long admiring her perfectly shaped areolas, forgetting she’d asked me a question. And if I’m being honest, I may be questioning my very own sexuality in this moment.
“No, I’m fine,” I reassure with a half-ass smile.
“You’re not, but you can think that.” She places a palm on my shoulder. “All you have to do is give them lots of titty, plenty shots of your ass, and if you feel brave enough a nice healthy view of your crotch. But of course, spot out the high rollers for that one.”
She shoots me a wink and I feel my stomach flip. I second guess this whole learning lesson plan and am ready to bolt.
“They’ll love you, sweetie. Hell, I’m nearly tempted to steal you right up and put you in my line of dancers.” She begins rubbing her entire body down with a sweet smelling honey lotion while continuing to talk. “The men love naturals like you. You’re a natural beauty without trying.”
“Thanks.” My vision stares at her perfected budded up nipples. Damn, they’re perfect and standing on point like a well-trained animal.
And this is when I realize my dumbass plan has completely backfired, as I’m ogling another woman and second guessing my sexuality.
“You’ll be fine and you never know, you may be a natural up there if you don’t freeze up.”
An erotic moan catches both of our attentions, pulling us out of the little pep talk that’s going down between us. I look over to see three women tangled in each other. One with her legs spread widely while another woman eats her out. The third woman sits on her face, grinding out an orgasm.
“Don’t worry about them.” She waves a hand over her shoulder and immediately goes back to working her skin over with sweet smelling lotion. “That’s the whole ironic part of this business. The men think we’re turned on by them when in reality most of the women get all sexed up by other females before entertaining the men from the stage. They go wild over a damp pussy and let the dollar bills rain.”
“Thanks,” I barely mumble, with my voice being drowned out by the moans of ecstasy filling the tiny dressing room.
My phone lights up giving me the perfect reason to excuse myself from the conversation. It’s Rhett.
Rhett: Looks like I’ll have to be here all night. Come down?
I knew Rhett would be here wandering the club shirtless for more of security reasons. I hate lying to him, but know he’ll understand it all shortly.
Me: I’m good. I have lots of work to catch up on.
I type out quickly