out, her hair flowing wild and free, that I realized just how much hair she actually had.
“Holy shit,” I said as I sifted my fingers through it. “Your hair is really fucking long and thick.”
She snorted. “Why do you think I braid it? I wasn’t kidding when I said it was always in the way.”
She really wasn’t.
And as she laid in my lap and I played with her hair, alternatively running my fingers through it and scratching her scalp, she started to moan.
“I’m not sure if you making those noises makes me want to stop or keep going,” I admitted.
She muttered something under her breath and finished with, “Just keep doing it.”
Laughing, I did exactly like she asked.
It was somewhere in between the moment that I tugged her hair all the way free and when I sifted my fingers through her hair that it happened.
I fell in love.
Deep.
Hard.
Forever.
A loud clap of thunder shook the porch so hard that she startled, turned her face into my crotch, and then found the long column of my cock that I couldn’t conceal when she was that close.
When her lips skimmed over the cloth that covered my cock, I froze, unsure what to do.
She didn’t move her face, though.
I didn’t move her face.
Her face just stayed there, covering my cock, until suddenly things just…exploded.
We both moved at once.
I really couldn’t tell you who it was that made the first move because it seemed like we both came to the decision at the exact same time.
One second her mouth was pressed against my jeans, and the next my hands were in her armpits hauling her up my body.
Her hair started to blow around us as the wind picked up, and the blanket was ripped from between us and tossed somewhere to the side as we both tried to get at each other at the same time.
Her hands went to my neck, pulling me closer as she closed the distance as well.
Then her mouth was closing over mine.
I took control then, pulling her ass down hard to grind my cock up into her as I also delved my tongue into her mouth.
She gasped at the sensation, her tongue hesitantly playing with mine, making my cock jerk at the almost innocent touch.
“This is such a bad idea.”
Her words echoed my thoughts, but neither one of us stopped.
We couldn’t.
With every bit of resistance I had left, I pulled away from her with a breathless curse.
“If you want to stop…we should do it now,” I panted. “Because if we get to the point where my cock hits the open air…I’m not going to be able to stop myself. It’s been years…years. And I have no control. I’m just…shot. Totally and completely unable to find the control—or the desire—to stop. And I don’t have it in me to be gentle.”
She bit her lip, her breasts rising and falling as her breathing came in chaotic bursts.
Then she said the three words that would almost force me to take it carefully…if we were fucking doing it anymore.
But the moment I heard the words come out of her mouth, I shook my head and started to push her away.
“I’m a virgin,” she admitted.
I placed both hands onto her hips and began to lift her off me, knowing without a shadow of a doubt that I couldn’t do it anymore.
I couldn’t be the person she needed—a goddamn virgin—she needed hearts and flowers, a nice man with a medium-sized cock.
What she would get with me was a quick, hard, dirty fuck with a dick that would probably send her running for the hills.
A man of my size and stature was not first dick material.
I was second, third, fourth dick material. I was also not made for a woman the size of Harleigh.
Where I was big, she was small.
It just wasn’t smart.
But when I tried to push her off of me, to force her to go…she held on.
Like a goddamn monkey. Like someone that was never going to let go. Someone that knew exactly what she was holding onto.
“You’re fucking nuts,” I said as I slammed my mouth down on hers once again.
She tightened her hands in my hair, pulling hard as she tried to practically climb into my body with me.
“Take your shirt off,” I growled against her lips, pulling back only far enough that I could get the words out.
When I went back to devouring her mouth, she fisted her hands at the hem of her shirt and ripped it free of her body.
I