with me,” he said.
“Sure thing.”
He wanted to say something else to me as we walked to the front of the building, it was clear in his eyes, but he held back. The poor man looked tortured, so I finally asked him, “Is there something on your mind?”
The manager stopped and looked at me. “I know it’s not my place, but I hope you’ll be gentle with him. He’s a good man in some serious pain right now.”
It was clear Garrett cared about his boss. “I’m doing all that I can to help him.”
“We all know that, and we’re most grateful,” he said.
We started walking toward the front door again. Parked outside was a shiny black limousine. I hadn’t been in one since my wedding day, and I honestly hadn’t expected to be in one again. The driver was standing by the door, and he opened it the second I approached. Garrett bowed toward me as I got in, and I winked at him. Barton appeared to be in a deep conversation on the phone with someone, and as we started to drive off, he hung up.
“What was that about?” he asked.
“What do you mean?”
“I saw the way Garrett bowed to you. That’s out of character for him.”
How had the man caught such a subtle move out of the corner of his eye while he was on the telephone with someone else? He had to have greater powers of focus and concentration than most people did. Maybe that was one of the sources of his ability to acquire wealth.
“Your employees care about you,” I said. “It should make you feel good.”
“I hardly know the man, and he’s my only contact there,” Barton said.
“They know you’re a good boss, and it’s pretty clear you’re hurting over your loss.”
Barton looked genuinely surprised by that. “Am I that transparent? I thought I hid my grief better than that.”
“It’s okay to be sad,” I said. “You lost someone you cared about.”
“More than I can say,” he admitted.
As we drove across town, Barton said, “I tried to get her to move into the Belmont where there was at least a modicum of security, but she refused. Cindy prized her freedom more than that. When she was off work, she liked to live her own life. Here, she could lift a finger and have anything she wanted, but in her own place, she had autonomy.”
“I like her already,” I said.
He nodded. “I approve of strong, independent women, but I should have insisted. If I’d only known . . .”
“You can’t play that game,” I said, putting my hand on his arm. “Second-guessing yourself is worse than cruel; it’s pointless.”
“You’re right. I embrace that philosophy in business, but I can’t seem to accept it in my personal life.”
“Don’t think about her loss,” I said. “Celebrate who she was. Tell me about her.” I needed to get his mind focused on the good rather than the bad. If I could do that, he might be able to get through the painful task we had ahead of ourselves. There was also the slight chance I might learn something new about Zach’s case.
“She was sunshine personified,” he said simply. “The room lit up whenever she walked in, and faded a little when she left it. Not that she was some kind of Pollyanna,” he added hastily. “Cindy had a temper that could be quite fierce when she was challenged. There was spirit under that soft demeanor, and anyone who crossed her had to be sure they were right. She clashed with me more than a few times over the years, and I knew when she challenged me that I needed to rethink my position. I trusted her as my moral compass on tough decisions, and I changed my mind more than once when she pushed me.”
“She sounds like a great person,” I said.
“I never had a wife, or children of my own,” Barton said softly. “She was as close to family as I had since I was a teenager.” There were gentle tears tracking down his cheeks, and I could see that the topic of his own family was too painful to discuss. “I felt better having her be a part of my life,” he added. “Is there anything more you can ask of someone?”
“Not in my book,” I admitted. “I couldn’t imagine living if my husband was gone.”
“Nearly losing him must have been devastating for you. It was a miracle he survived that gunshot.”
“How did you know about that?”
“It was