To this day when I see a certain kind of red wallpaper, it reminds me of that book. The same with a certain kind of ball. Not long ago I was sorting some stuff in the attic and came across that book. I looked through it for that ball and wallpaper and, to my surprise, the drawings were much cruder and the colors much less vivid than my memory of them. The drawings were childlike in the book, but in my memory they were more polished—finished.”
“How does that happen?” asked Juliet. “I thought memories were written in stone once they get stored.”
“No. Your memories change over time as the brain develops, or as people and events influence them. Some memories are only memories of something that was told to you, and your brain filled out the image. If all your life your parents and relatives tell you a story of how you fell in the creek and almost drowned, you will likely have a memory of it, especially if you’ve ever seen the creek where you were told the event occurred. That happened to my cousin. Years later, she found out it happened to another cousin, not her at all. Yet, by the time she got to be an adult she remembered the event—and it never even happened to her. Sometimes people confuse dreams with memory. That’s why we are going to talk about your dreams another time.”
“How will we ever figure this out?” said Juliet.
“Wading through early memories is tough,” said Laura. “But we’ll get though it. I have some ideas.”
That was all that was on the tape. Diane was glad it was over. Hearing Juliet talk about her memories was uncomfortable. She could hear the pain in Juliet’s voice. A person’s deepest fears are such a private thing. Diane took off the earphones and sat thinking.
“I don’t know how Laura expects me to solve a twenty-year-old crime with this scant evidence,” she whispered to herself. “I must have been nuts to agree.”
Diane looked at her watch. It was about time to go home. She locked Juliet’s information in her desk and went to tell Andie good-bye.
“We haven’t been getting any more harassing phone calls,” said Andie. “Whatever you did worked.” She smiled brightly.
Diane smiled back ruefully. Patrice Stanton thinks I’ll kill her, she thought. What a reputation I’m getting.
Before she left the building Diane stopped by the crime lab. David, Jin, and Neva were sitting at the large round table looking at reports.
“We don’t have anything, guys,” Jin was saying when Diane walked in.
“I don’t want to hear that,” said Diane. “We have to have something. What are you looking at?”
“We have some of the trace back from the GBI,” Jin answered. “They’ve accounted for all the fibers found on McNair. The only thing interesting is a blond hair about seven inches long. It could be his wife’s; they don’t know yet. So far, we can’t find any link between Joana Cipriano’s scene and the other two. In fact, there’s no common trace evidence between McNair and Stanton.”
“Everything we found in Stanton’s boathouse belonged to the family,” said Neva. “I don’t think the killer ever got inside the boathouse.”
“I agree,” said David. “I think he came by boat, shot him, and left.”
“What about the noise?” asked Diane.
“Electric trolling motor,” said David. “Just a little hum.”
“But aren’t they slow?” asked Diane.
“As fast as walking. Fast enough to get you to one of the little coves where you have a car waiting,” said David.
“That sounds awfully chancy,” said Diane.
“This is a lake where people do night fishing,” said David. “Nothing unusual about a small boat being out on the water.”
“In the middle of winter?” asked Diane. She shrugged. “It’s as good a theory as any we’ve had. But where does it get us?”
“Where you came in,” said Jin. “We don’t have anything.”
“What do the detectives have?” asked Diane.
“Less than we do,” said Jin. “We got hold of the GBI report first.”
“They must have more,” said Diane. “They’ve been investigating McNair’s life, his friends and enemies, his family. Same for Stanton. Surely, they’ve come up with something.”
“They say they have nothing,” said Neva. “It could be that my sources have been told not to talk.”
“I’ll talk to Garnett,” said Diane. “They have to have something.”
“You want my opinion?” said David. “It was the uncle—he’s got enough clout to dry up the investigation. And I’ll bet he’s behind the drug operation.”
“Go home and get some rest. A fresh idea may occur to