any more hints; I began to stroke him, moving my fist slowly from base to tip and back again, occasionally adding a twist that had Gordo sucking air between gritted teeth.
“Fuck, that feels good,” he said before offering his hand to me. I jerked him slow as I laved his palm, taking each finger into my mouth and dragging my tongue along the hard ridges of his calluses and the whorls on each fingertip.
When he grabbed my cock, I had to fight not to come immediately. Instead, I rocked my hips a bit and we set a rhythm, relentless and painfully slow, squeezing and stroking the other in tandem.
“You’re s-so s-s-sexy,” I hissed when Gordo rubbed his thumb over the tip of my cock, smoothing the precum around.
When he held up his other hand, I didn’t understand. “Put my fingers in your mouth,” he said. “Get them wet, Javi.”
I groaned and pleasure shot through me at his words, but my lips parted and two of his fingers pushed in. My eyes closed and I rocked and sucked and stroked and oh, fuck, it all felt soo good.
Gordo took his fingers from my mouth and shifted my on his lap so that he could reach under my legs and—
“Ahhh,” I cried as his saliva-wet finger pressed against my hole. He circled it, teasing me with pressure until I was writhing. Then Gordo reached under the couch to grab a bottle of lube.
“That’s a b-bit convenient,” I said with a breathy chuckle.
“I wanted to be ready for you,” he said, voice low and rough. It sent fingers of anticipation slinking down my spine. He poured some lube on his fingertips and I licked my lips, eager to get back to touching. To being touched.
Gordo settled again, one hand stroking my cock, his lubed fingers back at my hole. I groaned and began to jerk him again, the velvet heat of his cock thick in my hand. I worked to stay relaxed, relishing the pressure as his finger entered me. Soon he was stroking, finding that spot.
“Fuck, Gordo,” I called out, half begging and half unable to take more. “I’m going to come.”
“Not yet.” His one finger became two. He worked them into me until I was squirming and whimpering on his lap, wanting release. It felt so good that I thought having his cock in me one day would almost be too much.
Gordo sped up his tempo, stroking me and fucking me with his fingers until I was panting and bouncing to get more, more, more of him. My own fist flew up and down his cock, desperate to bring him over the edge with me.
“Soon,” he said, tone low and rough, “I’m going to be inside of you, Javi. I’m going to fill this tight, hot ass with my cock and make love to you.”
His words sent me over the edge. His fingers stroking inside of me churned up my orgasm from deep inside, so that when I shot my load all over both of us, I felt the intensity of my climax from my scalp to my toes. Gordo stiffened under me, biting my pectoral as he came, his seed mixing with mine.
“Jesus,” he said as we came down, our bodies sticky and sweat-slicked. “I’ll never forget the signs you teach if I have memories like this to accompany them.”
I laughed loudly, the post-sex euphoria descending on me quickly, a fugue thicker and richer than any I’d experienced with past lovers. All I wanted was Gordo, despite feeling completely spent. I kissed him again, needing the reassurance of his lips, his taste, and the press of our bodies together.
I needed it because my shield had been shattered, and my heart thumped, timid and unsure, beginning to wonder… to believe… that Gordo might be able to grow to love me.
It scared the shit out of me knowing I was already in love with him.
17
Gordo
Four months old, and Giuliana wanted to sit on my hip constantly so she could see everything as I did it. We were in the grocery store after her check-up appointment, where the doctor had been pleased with Giuliana’s growth curve, remarking on how happy and healthy she looked. I’d felt proud, the doctor’s praise a brief respite in the constant worrying I experienced day in and day out, sure that I was doing something wrong.
The doctor had mentioned that I could start Giuliana on some simple cereals and oatmeal, adding that the new food might help her