after assault, but not fast enough to avoid the precise slices Bellius landed to her arms, her legs, her face. She slowed, her feet sliding on the slippery mountainside as the thunder-snow raged.
Another blow and her feet left the ground. The breath slammed out of her as her spine hit something unyielding. A boulder.
Nesta’s body refused to move as she panted. Warm blood trickled out of her nose.
Bellius approached, tossing his weapons aside. “Doing this with my bare hands will be so much more satisfying.”
Move.
The word rang through Nesta. She had to keep moving.
On shaking hands, as lightning cracked and the snow swirled, Nesta pushed up off the rock. Her legs trembled, begging her to sit, to stop, to just fucking die already.
Bellius advanced, his powerful body sinking into a fighting position. The wild hatred in his gaze seared her.
Her friends had made it … but she did not want to die.
She wanted to live, and live well, and live happily.
Wanted to do it with—
Nesta braced her feet apart. Settled her aching, battered body.
Bellius snorted. “You really think you can beat me in hand-to-hand combat?”
Blood flowed from her mouth, her nose. But Nesta smiled anyway, its tang coating her tongue. “I do.”
Bellius threw his first punch, putting the entire force of his powerful body into it. Nesta blocked it, driving her fist into his nose. Bone crunched. Bellius howled, falling back a step.
And Nesta hissed, “Because my mate taught me well.”
CHAPTER
73
Mate.
The word was a shooting star through Nesta as she and Bellius launched at each other, punching, kicking, dodging. As if voicing the word had given her this final surge of strength—
Bellius slammed his fist into Nesta’s jaw, so hard she rocked back a few steps.
She ducked his next move, landing a blow on his ribs. But he kept herding her toward the archway, the line.
Wearing her down. Outlasting her.
She’d keep going. Until the end, she’d fight him.
Bellius’s fist connected with her left cheek. Pain cracked through her. Nesta’s feet went out from under her. She flew backward, and time slowed.
She landed on the other side of the line in the earth, and could have sworn the mountain shuddered.
Nesta crawled. She didn’t care how pathetic it made her appear. She crawled away from Bellius, through the arch, destroying the line she’d drawn.
He advanced, bloodied and sneering. “I’m going to enjoy this.”
She’d claimed it would be fine to die for her friends, that it was fine because they had made it, they had won, but to be killed by this nobody—
Nesta snarled. She had nothing left. Her body had given up on her. Like so many others had.
Bellius drew a knife from his boot. “I think I’d rather slit your throat.”
She was alone.
She had been born alone, and would die alone, and this awful male would be the one to kill her—
Thunder cracked, and the entire mountain shook with its impact. Bellius took one step toward her, knife lifting.
Blood sprayed.
At first, she thought it was lightning that flashed across his throat, opening it so wide that his blood showered the snowy air.
But then she saw the wings. The other set of wings.
And when Bellius slumped to the earth, choking on his lifeblood, revealing Cassian standing there, teeth bared, blade in hand, she wondered if the thunder rocking the mountain had been his rage.
Cassian stepped over Bellius’s dying body and offered her a hand. Not to sweep her into his arms, but to help her rise. As he had always done.
Nesta gripped his hand and stood, her body bleating in protest.
But she forgot her pain, the death around them, as he folded her into his chest and held her tightly, whispering tenderly into her bloody hair, “And now I’m going to slit your pretty little throat.”
Cassian’s words were not his own. His hands were not his own as Nesta—as his mate—tried to pull away and he clamped his arms around her. Hard enough that her bones shifted against his hands.
He was screaming. Silently, endlessly. Screaming at her to fight him, to run. Screaming at himself to stop it.
But he couldn’t. No matter what he did, he could not stop it.
“Cassian,” Nesta said, struggling.
Kill me, he silently begged her. Kill me before I have to do this.
“Cassian.” Nesta shoved against his chest. But his arms held firm. Squeezed her tighter.
“He can’t obey you, Nesta Archeron,” rasped an old, withered voice from behind Nesta. “He’s mine now.”
Cassian could not even widen his eyes in warning. His arms loosened on the queen’s silent command, allowing