here stroking a long gray beard.
The remainder of graduation passes by quickly now that the hard part is over with. Just before we stand up to toss our caps, my seatmate to the left leans over, smiling wide. “Got plans tonight? Me and my friends are throwing a party to celebrate graduating. We’ve got a house over in West Campus.”
I’m tempted to flash him my diamond ring and tack on the fact that I’m not only a mom of one little boy, I’m expecting another. Beneath my graduation gown, there’s an itty bitty bump, but honestly, I’m flattered by his invitation. It’s good for the ego. So, instead, I smile and save him from having to awkwardly withdraw his offer. “Thanks, I appreciate it, but I have other plans.”
Those other plans are waiting for me outside the arena with what looks like the entire contents of a party supply store. There are balloons and posters and bouquets of flowers. There are more people here than I was expecting, but I’m hung up on Ethan and Andrew looking like carbon copies of one another, standing at the front of the group. Andrew’s wearing a clip-on bowtie and khakis, and his dark brown hair is styled back from his face, very fancy, just like his dad’s. He’s holding up a big poster that reads, My mom is #1!
It’s so silly, with wobbly letters and cut-out stars half falling off of it, but here I am, tearing up again because Andrew made it just for me. Truthfully, he could glue a toothpick to a piece of paper and I’d think it was better than anything Picasso managed in his entire career.
“Mommy!” he shouts as he sees me, darting through the crowd and body-slamming into my legs.
I’d have completely lost my footing if the crowd wasn’t so thick. Thankfully, a nice family catches my stumble and after quick apologies, Andrew is pulling me toward his dad as quickly as he can. I tell him there’s no rush, but then, that’s a lie, because I want to get back to Ethan as badly as he does.
He’s standing just a few yards away in the center of the madness, holding a bouquet of wildflowers—a tradition we’ve kept up since our days in Rose Cabin. He looks devastatingly handsome in his suit, but then I suppose he always has. It’s why we’re all here in the first place.
His warm smile sends goose bumps down my arms, and though we’re in a sea of people, the world falls out of focus behind him. When Andrew finishes tugging me over, I stand perfectly still for what feels like forever, just looking up at Ethan, reveling in this moment we’ve been working toward together as a family for so long. My burdens have been his burdens. My hardships have been equally shared. He’s been my rock and I wish I could tell him so without breaking out in a full sob.
“Congratulations,” he says, leaning in to kiss me. He covertly wipes away my tears while his face is pressed against mine, and I’m grateful for the sweet gesture. When he tries to step back, I don’t let him. I squeeze him tight and hang on for just a little longer, needing his calming presence. His hand hits my stomach, right over our baby, and my eyes squeeze shut. Just like that, I feel like I can tackle the world again. I peel back and smile up at him.
“Thank you.”
And though he stays by my side, that’s the last chance we have for a private word because everyone else is rushing in now: Isla and Tanner, McKenna and my mom, even Jeremy and Khloe drove in from San Antonio with their daughter Mia, who Andrew happens to think is the coolest person he’s ever met.
I get tugged aside for what I think is a photo with my mom, but McKenna’s actually recording us instead.
“Okay! Here we are at Taylor’s college graduation. Taylor, tell us what you majored in!” She sounds like one of those cheesy dads recording his family opening gifts on Christmas morning. Timmy, tell the camera what Santa brought you!
I roll my eyes but still play along. “Construction engineering and project management.”
She laughs. “Wow, that’s a mouthful! And what do you plan on doing now that you’ve officially graduated?”
“I’ll be working as a project manager at Lockwood Construction.”
Everyone already knows this. It’s been the plan all along, ever since Robert took me under his wing and started showing me