there was warmth, but not from within. The high templar had left her chair. She stood behind Mahtra, massaging her neck.
“How witless of me,” the august emerita said.
Lord Escrissar had used the same words in his apology after he’d left her alone with Kakzim. There was more pressure behind her eyes, more sound brewing in her sore throat. The coincidence had been too great; Mahtra couldn’t bear the pain any longer. She slumped sideways, and only the considerable strength in the old templar’s arm kept her from falling to the floor.
“You are just a child. I’ve been too long without children in this house; I’ve forgotten what they’re like. Tell me from the beginning. Use words—your thoughts are troubled, confused. I’ll help you, if I can, but I don’t want to make a mistake. Not with what you’ve let leak already. Why were you sitting on Elabon’s doorsill? What has that slave alchemist of his done now?”
Mahtra was ready to tell someone—anyone—what had happened, but it was very difficult to keep her thoughts dear enough for the august emerita to understand without saying the words, however poorly, as they formed in her mind. And without her mask, Mahtra was too self-conscious to speak. So, when Bettin returned to the atrium with a plate of sliced fruits and other appetizing morsels, the high templar sent him off after the mask.
“You’ll eat everything on that plate first, child.”
Eating, like talking, made Mahtra uncomfortable, but the light of food had awakened her stomach and the august emerita was not a person to be disobeyed. Mahtra ate with her fingers, ignoring the sharp-edged knife and sharp-tined fork the slave, Bettin, had laid beside the plate. She’d seen much devices before, in other high templar residences, and knew they were more polite, more elegant, than fingertips. She was eleganta, though, not elegant, and she made do with sticking her fingers under the concealing folds of her thawl. The august emerita didn’t say anything about Mahtra’s manners; the august emerita seemed to have forgotten the had a guest.
Clutching an ornate walking-stick as if it were a weapon rather than a crutch, the old woman paced circles around her fountain and her trees. She wasn’t the tallest human woman Mahtra had ever seen, but she was just about the straightest: her shoulders stayed square above her hips as she took her measured steps, and her nose pointed forward only, never to either side, even when Mahtra accidently hudged her unused fork, and it skidded and clattered loudly to the mosaic floor.
Yet the august emerita was paying attention to her. She returned to her own chair on the opposite side of the table as soon as Mahtra had swallowed the last morsel of the last sweet-meat pastry. Bettin appeared, suddenly and silently, out of nowhere and disappeared the same way once he’d deposited Mahtra’s mask on the table beside his master. Like her clothes and sandals, the mask had been carefully tended. Its leather parts had been oiled, the metal parts, polished, and the cinnabar-colored suede that would touch her skin once she fastened the mask on had been brushed until it was soft and fragrant again. The august emerita looked aside while Mahtra adjusted the clasps that held the mask in place.
“Now, child, from the beginning.”
The beginning was a hot, barren wasteland, with the makers behind her and the unknown in front of her. It was running until she couldn’t run anymore. It was falling onto her hands and knees, resting, then rising and running some more—
“The cavern, Mahtra. Begin again with the cavern however many days ago it was. You lived by the reservoir. You were going home. What happened? What did you see? What did this Father—person say to you?”
Perhaps it was only the sun moving overhead, but the creases in the august emerita’s face seemed to have gotten deeper and her eyes even harder than they’d been before. She sat on the edge of her chair, as arrow-straight as she’d paced, with her palms resting lightly on the pommel of the walking stick. The pommel was carved in the likeness of a hooded snake with yellow gemstones for its eyes. Mahtra couldn’t decide if the snake or the august emerita herself unnerved her more.
She went back to that not-so-long-ago morning and retraced her steps: cabra fruits, cinnabar beads, and Henthoren’s eerie message. The snake’s eyes didn’t blink, and neither—or so it seemed—had the high templar’s. Indeed, there was no reaction from the far side