Dare to Surrender(27)

“When you started making excuses for getting out of our weekly lunches and had Lance tell me—”

“You called me?”

She nodded. “I called your cell. The number was disconnected, so I called Lance, and he promised to relay the message. After I did that twice, and he explained you’d made new friends and were too busy…”

Heat burned my cheeks. “God, I’m an idiot.” In the beginning, he’d always come up with something I just had to do on the days I’d had plans with Lisa, but I didn’t know he’d deliberately neglected to tell me she’d called. I should have realized. I shouldn’t have let the friendship go so easily, but Lance had been there, encouraging me to move on.

Lisa waved away my self-blame. “It never dawned on me that he wasn’t relaying the messages either. I just thought you were too busy with your new life and friends. And that was okay if you were happy, but I missed you.” Her lips thinned. “I should have known you better. So you see? We were both duped. Take heart in that.” Her kind gaze fell to mine.

“Thank you.” Lisa was another person in my life I could count on, I thought, immediately realizing I was mentally including Gabe in that small group of two.

A lump filled my throat as it always did when I thought about Gabe.

“Anyway,” Lisa said, her voice a welcome break from being in my own head, “we’ll just find you your own man like Tom.”

I hadn’t told Lisa about my short time with Gabe before showing up again in her life. The pain had been too fresh, and I wasn’t ready to admit I’d gone from one man’s shelter directly to another. I also wanted to keep him, what I felt for him, to myself.

I shook my head at her. I didn’t want a man like Tom. I didn’t want just any man. I wanted the one I’d left behind.

But I didn’t think going back was the right move, not with the months of silence between us. I’d taken some independent strides since leaving and had many steps still to come. I’d gotten what I needed—time alone to rebuild my life.

Too bad that life often felt so empty.

“We’ll see,” she said. “I’m just glad we had this talk.”

“And I’m so happy for you.” I glanced at her ring and smiled.

Lisa rose from her seat and held out her hand. “Messages,” she said, back to business.

I blew out a breath, relieved to have some normalcy and no more talk bout my past. I handed her a stack of pink papers, mostly phone calls I’d retrieved from the answering machine.

She flipped through them. “Okay, I’m on these. I leave for Chicago on Wednesday,” she reminded me.

“I remember.” Lisa did a lot of travel for the initial consultation phase of a project and again during install.

Lisa headed for her office, and I returned to my work. A few hours later, my stomach growling, I headed out for lunch. Lisa’s office was located near Cosi’s, my favorite sandwich shop, and I ate outside, enjoying the sun on my skin, the light breeze blowing across my face and through my curls. I returned to the office refreshed and ready to work.

“Isabelle, I’ve been calling your cell for the last fifteen minutes!” Lisa said as soon as I stepped out of the stairwell. I’d taken to walking up the four flights, the trip up and down the only form of exercise I had time for.

“I’m here now. I didn’t have any appointments scheduled. What’s wrong?” I asked.

She shoved a folder into my hands. I glanced down. Elite was typed on the folder label. “New client?” I asked.

Lisa nodded, rushing me through the main entry and toward the conference room.

“Then why aren’t you taking them? You screen the clients, I work on the—”

“She asked for you,” Lisa said.

I narrowed my gaze. “Nobody knows about me.” I paused. “My designing abilities, I mean.”

“Doesn’t matter. This is a nightclub to end all nightclubs. Only the crème de la crème will go there, or should I say, be deigned entry. The woman in that room asked for you, so go!” Lisa shoved lightly on my back.

This whole scenario made no sense. Grasping the folder, I opened the door to the small conference room. “Lisa—” I glanced over to find my boss had disappeared.

I straightened my shoulders and headed inside, coming face-to-face with a petite brunette with dark blue eyes—eyes I’d seen not once but twice before. Eyes I wouldn’t forget, even if this time they were in the face of a beautiful female.

“You must be Lucy Dare,” I said, proud my voice didn’t shake and betray my shock.