I wasn’t letting them get away with any more deceptive behavior. If there was shit going down, I wanted in on it.
Class passed uneventfully. Evan was my escort for the day, and with his help during study period, I even managed to catch up on some of the school work I’d been missing. When the bell was about to ring, my phone buzzed.
Eddy: Hey, girl. Is everything okay? Haven’t seen you for a few days. Jasper moved out?!?
Me: We definitely need to catch up soon. Jasper moved into my building. You should see about getting an apartment there too. Or you can share with me.
I almost deleted the last part, but then I realized that if I was forgiving the guys, I sure as fuck was forgiving Eddy. She hadn’t even done anything. And I was worried about her living in that place with her toxic parents and no Jasper to keep an eye on things.
Eddy: Fuck yes. Okay, I’m asking now. If Jasper is there, they really shouldn’t say no.
There was a brief pause and I got another text.
Eddy: And btw, there is a party this Friday that you’re going to. Don’t argue with me. It’s been too long since we let loose.
I really hadn’t been in the mood to party since everything went to shit in my life, but maybe it was a good idea. I could use a night to let off steam, and watching a peep show of some skeezebag politician didn’t count. Even though I definitely had let off some tension that night.
Me: Let’s do it.
I could already picture Eddy squealing when she got that text. I then shot one off to Dante telling him about the party on Friday. Not only was it my birthday, but he had a thing for Eddy, so he’d no doubt be there. I still wasn’t sure how I felt about their “thing”, because I was trying my best to keep Dante out of Delta bullshit, but I also knew he’d treat Eddy right, and that was important to me.
After class, Evan and I were met in the parking lot by the other three guys.
“Everything okay?” I asked, looking between them.
Jasper nodded. “Beck told us that you’re wanting to visit Oscar’s grave, and we figured that it was time for all of us to have a moment with him.”
My hands were clammy, my heart doing weird palpitations at the thought of visiting Oscar’s grave. “I just … he was my brother,” I said softly. “It feels like I should at least meet him.”
Evan coughed and rubbed a hand over his face, like he was desperate to hide his emotions. Stepping forward, I wrapped my hand around his and pulled him along to Jasper’s SUV. It felt important that all of us went together.
The drive to the cemetery was silent; I was still nervous as fuck about this moment.
Jefferson cemetery was on the opposite side of town to the Delta compound, and it was really pretty. As a place to bury dead bodies went. White iron gates, that were propped open, trellises of roses that splashed reds and pinks across the green foliage, and so much land that it disappeared into the horizon.
“This has been Jefferson’s sole cemetery for a long time,” Dylan said quietly, all of us paused at the front gate like we were afraid to take the final steps through. “We all have a lot of family buried here.”
“But Oscar and Nat are the most important,” Jasper cut in.
I paused. “Who’s Nat?”
Silence. No one said a word, and I found myself looking at Beck. His jaw was doing that rigid thing, his eyes were doing the stormy thing, and my heart was galloping a million miles an hour, because I had this feeling this was Beck’s great loss.
“Nat was my sister,” Dylan told me, and I blinked, because I had not expected that. “Remember how I said my father had an affair with the nanny?”
I nodded.
He let out a derisive chuckle. “Well, we needed a nanny because I was not his first child. Nat was nine months older than me, and she was the legitimate heir. Even though they would never quite acknowledge that … the old ‘needs a penis to sit on the Delta board’ tradition was even stronger back then.”
I gasped, not quite sure how to take this new information. I could feel his pain though—Beck’s too—and I waited patiently for more of the story.
“She was a perfect child,” Dylan continued. “White skin, like he