okay?”
I nodded, realizing I meant it. I only hoped he didn’t comprehend exactly why I was so tight. My vibrator was more like using a pencil compared to Beast’s cock. It felt huge, and so damn thick. I’d already adjusted to his size and now I wanted him to move. I’d never come so much in one day before, and never so hard. I found myself eager for more. Even though I’d heard of women having multiple orgasms, I’d never realized it was a real thing. Much less that a man would be the one to make it happen for me, instead of my trusty vibrator.
If this was what real sex was like, I was throwing the toy away. After this, I’d never be able to settle for the meager amount of pleasure I’d gotten from it. It might have seemed earth-shattering before, but only because I hadn’t had anything to compare it to. Things were different now. I was different.
Awesome, Lyssa. Less than five minutes with a guy’s dick inside you and you’re ready to ride him from now until eternity. Or rather, let him ride me since he seemed to like being in charge. I rather liked it too.
When Beast started thrusting, I gripped the bars on the headboard. He powered into me, every stroke harder than the one before. He didn’t just fuck me. He claimed me. It was like he wanted to brand himself on me. Beast rode me, taking what he wanted, and God help me but it was the sexiest thing I’d ever experienced.
“I’m coming!” I tossed my head back as the strongest orgasm I’d ever had rippled through me, leaving me breathless, blind, and deaf. Nothing existed in that moment except the pleasure zinging along my nerve endings. I felt a gush of heat between my legs as the world came back into focus and Beast stilled against me.
“Christ! Never felt anything like that before,” he said, then kissed me. “I was right. You’re fucking perfection.”
I shifted my hips and felt something hot and wet slip from my pussy and down the crack of my ass. My breath caught as I stared up at him. He hadn’t asked. Not once had he brought up protection. Oh, God! I knew he had to have been with the club sluts. What if he’d just given me something? Panic welled inside me. What if he’d gotten me pregnant?
Shit, shit, shit. Why hadn’t I realized before now he hadn’t used a condom? It might have been my first time, but I wasn’t a complete idiot. Except maybe I was since I’d let him use me so thoroughly and had wanted to ask for more. My common sense had gone out the window the moment I’d kissed him at the clubhouse.
He kissed my jaw, my neck, then my lips as he pressed his hips tighter against me.
“Eric, we um… We didn’t use anything. You know, like a condom?”
He cocked his head. “You clean?”
I slowly nodded. Hard not to be when I’d never been with anyone before. Of course, since I hadn’t shared that with him, as far he knew I’d had sexual partners before him.
“So am I. Got my test results three days ago and I haven’t been with anyone since I got tested. Sexy little thing like you probably hasn’t lacked for male companionship, not even with your dad being who he is.”
Damnit. I’d have to tell him. Right? At least, I thought I should.
I licked my lips. “Um, Eric. About that… There hasn’t ever been male companionship in my life. I mean, I’ve never… You were my first.”
His body tensed and his eyes became a darker shade of gray-blue. “What?”
“I wasn’t a virgin, not in the strictest sense, but I haven’t ever been with a guy before. I used a vibrator to pop my own cherry when I was sixteen.”
“You telling me no other man has seen you naked? No other cock has been in this hot little pussy?” he asked. “No other guy has sucked your nipples or made you scream and beg to be fucked?”
“Right. Just you.”
He lowered his weight, pressing my entire body into the mattress with his bulk until I worried he’d suffocate me. And yet, I felt a tingle I couldn’t ignore. Even now my traitorous body was ready for another round. My pussy would hurt like hell after, but I didn’t care. My clit throbbed and I wanted to come.
“Not smart, sweetheart.”
What? What wasn’t smart?
His nose trailed along my neck