you telling me that you’d slept with Randall Tremaine.”
She’d been prepared for this.
“Yes, I did say that. But I was eighteen, and I didn’t want you thinking our kiss meant anything to me so …” she lifted one shoulder in a shrug, “I made it up.”
“You were saving face?”
“Yes.”
He considered her. “Why haven’t you ever slept with anyone?”
“Perhaps I wanted to save myself for my husband.”
A tic beat in his jaw. “And I’ve taken that away from you.”
“No!” She swallowed, feeling bad for him. “Nick, look, we’ve both lost a lot of things from this marriage but we’ve gained some things, too. I’m glad you were my first, okay?”
His gaze took on a piercing look that held hers for long moments. Then just as quickly it changed to a sensual warmth that made her heartbeat stutter.
He got off the bed and scooped her from the sheets. “Nick! Where are you taking me?”
“To the shower.”
She didn’t ask why. It became obvious when he stood her in the cubicle and began to wash her with tenderness and care, and with a gentleness that almost brought tears to her eyes. This rich, arrogant playboy had a capacity for caring she hadn’t really expected.
Then his hand and fingers replaced the soap, creating a lather that had nothing to do with bathing and everything to do with making love.
Four
For a moment Nick was confused when he woke up the next morning. He could hear car doors shutting and voices talking, and usually he didn’t hear those sorts of noises from his tenth-floor apartment in the city. Then he remembered.
He was married now. And this wasn’t his apartment. He was at the Valente estate and the sounds he heard were the caterers clearing up the last of the wedding reception.
Sasha!
He lifted his head to find himself weighted to the bed by the naked female sleeping against his chest. He looked down at the top of her blonde hair, and heat surged through his veins.
God, she’d been a virgin.
Amazingly there was something totally satisfying about knowing he was the only man to ever touch her like he had. Knowing he was the first man to be inside her like he’d been. He’d never thought he’d be the sort of guy who indulged in that sort of thing. He wasn’t usually some sort of he-man who beat his chest in triumph.
Yet this time he wanted to do exactly that.
A virgin, for Pete’s sake!
And of course that meant she’d lied to him all those years ago when she’d told him she’d gone out and slept with Randall Tremaine. It had been a few weeks after the gazebo incident and at the time he’d put it down to the fickle ways of a woman not knowing her own mind.
It hadn’t stopped him wanting to knock the other man out when he’d seen them talking together briefly at a party. He remembered thinking Randall had been playing it so cool. No wonder. The poor guy had been an innocent pawn in it all.
Totally innocent.
Just like Sasha.
Hell, was he blind or what? Everything had pointed to her being a virgin, only he hadn’t been looking. He’d just thought her a little inexperienced. He could see it all now. The shyness in her, her first climax, wanting the light turned off.
The thought of being inside her again made him groan softly, and he knew he could wake her up and take her again. And it would be good for both of them.
Damn good.
But this wasn’t a woman he could make love to, then kiss goodbye. This was his wife.
That thought had him easing out of bed and heading for the shower. He’d already given up his freedom for this marriage. He wasn’t giving up his work, too.
But tonight … yes, tonight … he was going to enjoy teaching Sasha more about making love with a man.
Sasha opened her eyes to find the sun streaming in through the windows and an empty bed next to her.
She was a woman in every sense of the word now.
And her heart was still intact.
She’d been terrified last night. Deep-down terrified that somehow Nick’s lovemaking would open up the floodgates on the love she’d had for him years ago. It had been a very real fear.
But she’d had nothing to worry about, thank heavens. Nick’s expertise in bed had made it so very special for her, and while lingering memories of her teenage love may have played a part in her enjoyment, pure physical attraction had saved the