and the werewolves - showed we were perfectly able to kill each other. I think we needed to show that we were capable of not killing each other, too. We let them know that when we sang at them instead of shooting them. I think my werewolf got that. So when I offered him a chance to get back at Magdy, I guessed he wouldn't really hurt him. Because I think he wanted us to know he was smart enough to know what would happen if he did."
"You still took a big risk," Enzo said.
"Yeah, I did," I said. "But the only other alternative was to kill him and his friends, or have them kill all of us. Or all of us kill each other. I guess I hoped I could do something better. Besides, I didn't think it was too big a risk. What he was doing when he was keeping the others away from you two reminded me of someone I knew."
"Who?" Enzo asked.
"You," I said.
"Yes, well," Enzo said. "I think tonight marks the official last time I tag along with Magdy to keep him out of trouble. After this he's on his own."
"I have nothing bad to say about this idea," I said.
"I didn't think you would," Enzo said. "I know Magdy gets on your last nerve sometimes."
"He does," I said. "He really, really does. But what can I do? He's my friend."
"He belongs to you," Enzo said. "And so do I."
I looked over at him. "You heard that part, too," I said.
"Trust me, Zoe," Enzo said. "Once you showed up, I never stopped listening to you. I'll be able to recite everything you said for the rest of my life. Which I now have, thanks to you."
"And Gretchen and Hickory and Dickory," I said.
"And I will thank them all, too," Enzo said. "But right now I want to focus on you. Thank you, Zoe Boutin-Perry. Thank you for saving my life."
"You're welcome," I said. "And stop it. You're making me blush."
"I don't believe it," Enzo said. "And now it's too dark to see."
"Feel my cheeks," I said.
He did. "You don't feel especially blushy," he said.
"You're not doing it right," I said.
"I'm out of practice," he said.
"Well, fix that," I said.
"All right," Enzo said, and kissed me.
"That was supposed to make you blush, not cry," he said, after we stopped.
"Sorry," I said, and tried to get myself back together. "I've just really missed it. That. Us."
"It's my fault," Enzo started.
I put a hand up to his lips. "I don't care about any of that," I said. "I really don't, Enzo. None of that matters to me. I just don't want to miss you anymore."
"Zoe," Enzo said. He took my hands. "You saved me. You have me. You own me. I belong to you. You said it yourself."
"I did," I admitted.
"So that's settled," Enzo said.
"Okay," I said, and smiled.
We kissed some more, in the night, outside Enzo's front gate.
PART II Chapter Eighteen
The conversation Hickory was having with Dad about the Conclave and the Colonial Union was really interesting, right up until the point where Hickory said it and Dickory were planning to kill my parents. Then, well. I sort of lost it.
To be fair, it had been a really long day.
I had said good night to Enzo, dragged my butt home, and could barely think straight enough to hide the stone knife in my dresser and fend off Babar's lick attack on my face before I collapsed onto my cot and passed out without even bothering to get all the way undressed. At some point after I lay down, Jane came home from the medical bay, kissed me on the forehead and slipped off my boots, but I barely remember that other than murmuring something to her about how happy I was she was better. At least, that's what I was saying inside my head; I don't know if my mouth formed the actual words. I think it did. I was very tired at the time.
Not too much after that, though, Dad came in and gently nudged me awake. "Come on, hon," he said. "I need you to do something for me."
"I'll do it in the morning," I mumbled. "I swear."
"No, sweetheart," he said. "I need you to do it now." The tone of his voice, gentle but insistent, told me he really did need me to get up. I did, but with enough grumbling to maintain my honor. We went to the living room of our bungalow;