thing that you just thought we should know was something that others would have seen as something to hold over us," Dock said. "That they would have sold to us, or denied to us. You gave it freely."
"After I told you that I required your help and sent hundreds of Obin out to die," I said, and sat back down. "Don't make me out to be a hero, Dock. It's not the way I feel right now."
"I am sorry, Zoe," Dock said. "But if you will not be a hero, at least know that you are not a villain. You are our friend."
"Thank you, Dock," I said. "That helps a little."
Dock nodded. "Now I must go to find the hundred volunteers you seek," it said, "and to tell the Council what you have shared with me. Do not worry, Zoe. We will not disappoint you."
"This is what I have for you on short notice," General Gau said. He swept an arm through the space station's immense cargo bay. "This part of the station is just newly constructed. We haven't actually used it for cargo yet. I think it'll suit your purposes."
I stared at the immensity of the space. "I think so," I said. "Thank you, General."
"It's the least I could do," General Gau said. "Considering how you've helped me just recently."
"Thank you for not holding the Consu invasion against me," I said.
"On the contrary, it's been a benefit," Gau said. "It stopped the battle around the space station before it could get truly horrific. The traitor crews assumed I had called those ships for assistance. They surrendered before I could correct the impression. You helped me quash the rebellion before it could get started."
"You're welcome," I said.
"Thank you," said Gau. "Now, of course, I would like them to go away. But it's my understanding that they're here to make sure we don't do anything foolish with our Consu guest while he's here. The ships are fighter drones, not even manned, but this is Consu technology. I don't imagine if they opened fire on us we'd stand much of a chance. So we have an enforced peace here at the moment. Since it works for me, not against me, I shouldn't complain."
"Have you found out any more about Nerbros Eser and what his plans are?" I asked. I didn't feel like thinking about the Consu anymore.
"Yes," Gau said. "Lernin has been quite forthcoming now that he's trying to avoid being executed for treason. It's been a wonderful motivator. He tells me that Eser plans to take Roanoke with a small force of soldiers. The idea there is to show that he can take with a hundred soldiers what I couldn't take with four hundred battle cruisers. But 'take' is the wrong word for it, I'm afraid. Eser plans to destroy the colony and everyone in it."
"That was your plan too," I reminded the general.
He bobbed his head in what I assumed was an acknowledgment. "You know by now, I hope, that I would have much preferred not to have killed the colonists," he said. "Eser does not intend to offer that option."
I skipped over that piece of data in my head. "When will he attack?" I asked.
"Soon, I think," Gau said. "Lernin doesn't think Eser has assembled his troops yet, but this failed assassination attempt is going to force him to move sooner than later."
"Great," I said.
"There's still time," Gau said. "Don't give up hope yet, Zoe."
"I haven't," I said. "But I've still got a lot on my mind."
"Have you found enough volunteers?" Gau asked.
"We have," I said, and my face tightened up as I said it.
"What's wrong?" Gau said.
"One of the volunteers," I said, and stopped. I tried again. "One of the volunteers is an Obin named Dickory," I said. "My friend and my bodyguard. When it volunteered I told it no. Demanded that it take back its offer. But it refused."
"Having it volunteer could be a powerful thing," Gau said. "It probably encouraged others to step forward."
I nodded. "But Dickory is still my friend," I said. "Still my family. Maybe it shouldn't make a difference but it does."
"Of course it makes a difference," Gau said. "The reason you're here is to try to keep the people you love from being hurt."
"I'm asking people I don't know to sacrifice themselves for people I do," I said.
"That's why you're asking them to volunteer," Gau said. "But it seems to me the reason they're volunteering is for you."