was even warming up, as the steam continued to swarm around the room.
All I could focus on was the man before me. The loving man I'd known for the last three years, who’d sheltered me from so much and accepted me in all areas of life. No judgment, no hate.
We could just love one another the way we always have.
We were breathing heavily, and I could only imagine the energy he exerted by keeping me up, but the position was beyond good. It was different and beyond satisfying, and I didn’t want to stop.
I felt myself tighten around his thrusting length, the movements becoming faster, harder, and more erratic. He moaned my name so tenderly while he growled and grunted, moving his hips even faster.
"Harder, Jax. Harder," I begged and took it a step further by crossing my legs around his waist which made it almost impossible for him to pull away from me as I slammed my lips against his. He moaned loudly into my mouth, and only picked up the pace further, like he was out of control and could only follow the desires of his body.
"Brianne. Oh fuck, yes. Bri!"
He was as breathless as I, the two of us in perfect sync as we moaned and begged for release. I felt that familiar sensation, but instead of it creeping up to build upon itself until it exploded, it came in a flowing rush, like a tsunami ready to destroy me from the inside out.
"Jax, Jax, Jax!" My screams hit a new pitch as my whole body grew rigid with anticipation of that final intense wave about to crash and consume me.
"Cum, Brianne!" he ordered as he did one final thrust that made his length sink right into me, so deep that it hit a spot I didn't think he could reach and sent me right into pleasurable oblivion.
"JAX!" I screamed as I came, the rushing force of my orgasm consuming me. Jax groaned in relief, his release filling me up. We were fighting for breath and my body felt like mush, but I couldn't let myself think yet.
Jax helped me down, his arm hooking around my waist as he let me rest against him, my legs still trembling like the rest of my body, which shuddered with bits of pleasure like shockwaves.
"Fuck," he cursed. "That...was beyond my imagination."
"You mean you've...never done that before?" I breathed and shyly looked up to see his cheeks begin to swarm with red.
"N-No."
"Why are you stuttering?" I actually smirked, feeling relaxed and curious.
"Because I didn't think you'd ask me that."
"That means you imagined doing that to me?"
His face only grew redder, but he kept his eyes locked on mine. "How else would I masturbate when you're not there?"
His quiet admission had me blushing as well, leaving the two of us to stand there before we snickered and began to laugh.
"This is embarrassing." He chuckled.
"Now you know how I feel!" I giggled.
"You shouldn't feel embarrassed with me, baby," he whispered and kissed me. "You know I'll always accept you. Every bit of you."
"I know," I whispered and hugged him tightly. He held me firmly, and we stood there in silence as the shower kept running.
This was a moment I felt we both needed, and it felt right. Why it did was beyond me, but it felt good to solidify my relationship with Jax even further. I loved him beyond words, and with our entwined pasts, I knew he'd be in my future no matter what.
He brought me loving comfort that I craved as the light of our future grew bigger.
~JAX~
* * *
You know this won't last forever, right?
My eyes slowly opened up at the dark voice in the depths of my mind. I knew it wasn't being spoken to me from the outside, my surroundings as quiet and peaceful as my sleep was moments earlier.
I blinked a few times, clearing the blurriness of the ceiling above. The movement to my left had me looking down, my lips curling upward as my eyes softened in admiration.
Brianne was asleep, her naked body pressed against my side. How peaceful her expression was, from the tiny gap of her lips to how her orange-gold strands covered parts of her cheek.
Her neck was lathered in hickeys, the end result of me losing that speck of restraint I'd been fighting against for what seemed like eons. I never thought I would have reacted the way I did when she called my name and entered the room.