The Winter Ghosts - By Kate Mosse Page 0,32
calm.’
I followed the line of her finger and picked out the church spire, the patchwork of houses and buildings and alleyways that made up Nulle. The Ostal itself, white in the moonlight, was directly below us. Nothing was stirring. No one was about. No lights were burning. I could hear nothing but the enduring silence of the mountains.
‘It was all part of the fête?’ I said. ‘The soldiers, the fighting?’
But much as I wanted to be persuaded there was no need for me to intervene, it had seemed too brutal to be mere play-acting.
‘Come,’ she said quietly. ‘There is little time left.’
‘Where are we going?’
‘To a place we may sit and talk a while longer.’
Fabrissa set off down the hillside without another word, giving me no choice but to follow. She walked fast, her long blue dress swishing about her legs. Beneath the swing and sway of her hair, I caught glimpses of the yellow cross. Without thinking about what I was intending to do, I hurried to catch up with her.
‘Wait,’ I said. With a sharp tug, I pulled the tattered piece of fabric from her back. ‘There. That’s more like it.’
She smiled. ‘Why did you do that?’
‘I don’t rightly know. It looked wrong. Like it shouldn’t be there.’ I hesitated. ‘Do you mind?’
I felt her grey eyes sweep across my face, as if committing every part of it to memory. She shook her head.
‘No. It was brave.’
‘Brave?’
‘Honourable.’
While I was still pondering her choice of words, Fabrissa had set off again. I pushed the cross of fabric into my pocket and followed.
‘So, what do the crosses signify? I saw several of the other guests wearing them, too.’
She did not answer and she did not slow down. The night air seemed to shift as she passed, and there was something about the translucent moon-shine that gave me the impression she was made of air or water, rather than blood and bone. I did not press her further. I did not want to disturb the delicate balance between us, and that seemed more important than any questions I might want answered.
The path wound down through the frosted grass. I glanced over my shoulder and saw the mouth of the tunnel diminishing behind us. We were close to the village now, but rather than continuing down into Nulle, Fabrissa led me to a small dewpond halfway down the hillside and indicated we should rest. I sat down on the mossy trunk of a fallen tree, grateful for the chance to take the weight off my feet. The soft-soled boots had begun to pinch.
The sky was beginning to turn from black to inky blue. When I looked back up at the track, I could just make out the silver imprint of my footprints on the grass in the early-morning dew. Dawn was not far away.
I thought for a moment of the strangeness of dew in December, then how queer it was that I was not cold, despite having abandoned my coat and hat in the Ostal. I felt curiously weightless, as though, having spent the night in Fabrissa’s company, I had taken on some of her qualities of delicacy and lightness.
I looked down into the still surface of the water. My cheeks were hollow with lack of sleep and my eyes, rimmed with exhaustion, stared back at me in the uncertain daybreak. Fabrissa’s reflection was less clear. I turned, scared that she might have slipped away. But she was still there.
‘I feared you had—’
‘Not yet,’ she said, reading my mind.
‘We don’t have to go back.’
‘There is still a little time left.’ She smiled. ‘I should like to tell you something of myself, should you have the heart to listen.’
My heart leapt. ‘Anything you want to tell me, I would be honoured to hear.’
I hadn’t smoked all night, I suppose because nobody else had. Hadn’t even thought about it. But now I fished in my pocket and pulled out my cigarette case and matches.
‘Do you mind?’ I said, taking one out and tapping it on the silver lid.
Fabrissa leaned towards me. ‘What are they?’
‘Gauloise,’ I replied. ‘I’m a Dunhill man in the normal run of things, but they’re impossible to get down here.’
I offered the case to her. She shook her head, but seemed transfixed by what I was doing. She watched intently as I put the cigarette in my mouth, then cupped it with my hand, struck the match and held it against the tip. Her eyes grew wide as a wisp of