For The Win (Gamer Girls, #6) - Auryn Hadley Page 0,35

He kept telling her he did, but it was so hard to believe that this wasn't some kind of trap. Some big joke where she'd end up being horrified when everything was done. Not because Braden had ever been like that, but because it was her own paranoia. It was the story told so many times, and while it had never happened to her, she knew it could.

"Talk to me, Rhave?" he begged.

"Please don't make me regret this?" she whispered.

He leaned back, shifting onto his knees. "Regret how?"

"When it's on some forum post, or Reddit. When you're laughing with your friends about me - "

"No," he said, cutting her off. Then he leaned over her, pressing a hand down beside her head. His face was only inches away, and she couldn't avoid his eyes. "I would kill anyone who did that to you." The anger poured from his words. "No one will ever talk about my girl that way. I'm not here to make fun of you, Rhaven. I'm here because I like you. All of you. The beautiful, the brilliant, and even the parts that may change. I don't care if you have a dick or a pussy. I don't care if you have small breasts or get implants. I'm not here for some fucking fetish, but because I like the girl who is right here, in this bed with me."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah," he breathed.

There was just one more thing she needed him to know. "It, um, doesn't stay hard."

"Hormones?" he asked.

She nodded. "It's just kinda there."

"Still feels good?" he asked.

She glanced away. "Yeah."

"Want to see how good?" He leaned back, slowly withdrawing, but his eyes stayed on hers.

"I'm going to tense again. I'm going to be nervous," she told him. "I don't mean to, Braden, but it happens, and I don't know how to stop."

"Just tell me it's ok or it's not," he said. Then he kissed her stomach.

Next came a spot a little lower. Then his lips found her tip through her panties. Rhaven tensed again, but that was because she could feel the heat of his mouth. This time, however, he didn't pull away. Instead, Braden hooked his fingers in her panties and glanced up.

"Can I?"

She nodded. That didn't make her less scared, but she wanted him too much to stop. Her mind was flooded with a mixture of desire and insecurity, and she was damned sure that desire was going to win. She wanted this. She wanted it to be him. Rhaven was sure that she was acting like an idiot, but the simple fact that Braden didn't seem to mind helped more than he knew. He made her feel safe. More than all of that, he made her feel seen.

As he guided her panties down, she lifted her hips, helping in her own way. Once she was naked before him, he didn't stop to look. Braden just kissed the inside of her leg, making his way ever higher. His hand slid up the other, his touch so gentle and soft. She relaxed into it, letting her eyes close again when he reached her inner thigh.

This time, when he kissed her there, she just let out a breath. That did feel good. Very good. Next, it was his tongue, dragging a line up her seam - and then back down. She spread her legs a little more, he shifted to lie between them, and then kissed lower than she expected, back behind her junk. Like this, she could almost imagine her body the way she wanted. Braden cupped her, sliding his hand over all of her, and she pressed into it.

His middle finger found that sensitive spot, forcing a groan to escape. So long as she didn't look, she didn't get nervous. Her chest felt tender, her nipples were hard, but down there? That just felt good. Even when his lips slid over her and he teased her with his tongue.

Rhaven tried to tell herself that was her clit as she grabbed the back of his head. The problem was that she couldn't keep her eyes closed. She wanted to see. Wanted to enjoy all of this experience - so she looked. Her dick wasn't big, but it was there, in his mouth, and he looked like he'd never experienced anything better. Braden's eyes were closed in ecstasy as he worked her. He kissed, he licked, but the best part was when he sucked it into his mouth. She was only partially hard, but it still felt