White Night (The Dresden Files #9) - Jim Butcher Page 0,115
began to open.
Ramirez went for his gun and had it out almost as quickly as I had my blasting rod pointed at the door. Something slammed against it, opening it five or six inches. I flicked my gaze aside for a minute, and then lowered the blasting rod. I put a hand on Ramirez's wrist and said, "Easy, tiger. It's a friendly."
Ramirez glanced at me and lowered the gun, while I watched Mouse rise to his feet and pad toward the door, tail wagging.
"Who is it?" he asked.
"That backup we might be getting," I said quietly.
The door banged open by inches and Molly slipped inside.
She'd ditched the Goth-wear almost entirely. She didn't sport any of the usual piercings—nose rings are great fashion statements, but in anything like a fight, they just aren't a good idea. Her clothing wasn't all ripped up, either. She wore heavy, loose jeans, and not slung so low on the hips that they'd threaten to fall off and trip her if she twitched her spine just right. Her combat boots had been divested of their brightly colored laces. She wore a black shirt with a Metallica logo on it, and a web belt that bore a sheathed knife and the small first-aid kit I'd seen her mother carry into battle. She wore a dark green baseball cap, with her hair gathered into a tail and tucked up under it, where it wouldn't provide an easy handle for anyone wanting to grab it.
Molly didn't look up at us. She greeted the big dog first, kneeling to give him a hug. Then she rose, facing me, and looked up. "Um. Hi, Harry. Hello, Warden Ramirez."
"Molly," I replied, keeping my voice neutral. "Is this the third or fourth time in the last two days I've told you to stay home only to have you ignore me?"
"I know," she said, looking down again. "But… I'd like to talk to you."
"I'm busy"
"I know. But I really need to talk to you, sir. Please."
I exhaled slowly. Then I glanced aside at Ramirez. "Do me a favor? Gas up the Beetle? There's a station two blocks down the street."
Carlos looked from me to Molly and back, then shrugged and said, "Um. Sure, yeah."
I took the keys from my pocket and tossed them. Carlos caught them with casual dexterity, gave Molly a polite nod, and left.
"Shut the door," I told her.
She did, pressing her back against it and using her legs to push. It cost her a couple of grunts of effort and a few ounces of dignity, but she got it shut.
"You can barely shut the door," I said. "But you think you're ready to fight the White Court?"
She shook her head and started to speak.
I didn't let her. "Again, you're ignoring me. Again, you're here when I told you to stay away."
"Yes," she said. "But—"
"But you think I'm a frigging idiot too stupid to make these kinds of judgments on my own, and you want to go with me anyway."
"It isn't like that," she said.
"No?" I said, thrusting out my chin belligerently. "How many beads can you move, apprentice?"
"But—"
I roared at her, "How many beads?"
She flinched away from me, her expression miserable. Then she lifted the bracelet and dangled it, heavy black beads lining up at the bottom of the strand. She faced it, her blue eyes tired and haunted, and bit her lip.
"Harry?" she asked softly.
She sounded very young.
"Yes?" I asked. I spoke very gently.
"Why does it matter?" she asked me, staring at the bead bracelet.
"It matters if you want to go into this with me," I said quietly.
She shook her head and blinked her eyes several times. It didn't stop a tear from leaking out. "But that's just it. I… I don't want to go. I don't want to see that…" She glanced aside at Mouse and shuddered. "Blood, like that. I don't remember what happened when you and Mother saved me from Arctis Tor. But I don't want to see more of that. I don't want it to happen to me. I don't want to. hurt anyone."
I let out a low, noncommittal sound. "Then why are you here?"
"B-because," she said, searching for words. "Because I need to do it. I know that what you're doing is necessary. And it's right. And I know that you're doing it because you're the only one who can. And I want to help."
"You think you're strong enough to help?" I asked her.