I opened my mouth when his tongue licked over the seam of my lips. He kissed me languidly, slowly, like he had all the time in the world. When he broke the kiss, he pulled back just a little and whispered, "Please, Nikolai," and then his mouth was on my neck.
I knew what he wanted.
Permission.
For what, I wasn’t sure, but I knew there was nothing on Earth that would keep me from denying him that. All my good intentions went out the window as I urged his mouth back to mine for a searing kiss. I forgot that this was a terrible idea and that it would have far-reaching consequences. All I cared about was giving Jude whatever he wanted, whatever he needed.
Jude kissed me back before letting his mouth trail a line of kisses down my chest. He used his hands to brace his own body as he explored every part of me with his lips and tongue. I watched in fascination as he took pleasure in worshiping every part of me. No part of my chest and abdomen went untouched or uncherished.
When Jude got to the waistband of the shorts I was wearing, I thought for sure he'd stop. But he didn't even slow down. His lips continued their fiery trail over the fabric until he was nuzzling my erection through the material. It was the cruelest of teases.
"Jude," I demanded, although I wasn't sure what I was asking for.
He mouthed me through the soft fabric. I ended up fisting the bedsheets as he nuzzled me. I was painfully hard and my body felt too tight for my own skin. "Jude, please," I called out. Never had I been at someone's mercy like this. Like my next breath was purely dependent on them.
In one easy move, Jude freed me from my shorts and then his hot mouth was closing over my length. He swallowed me down on the first try. I shouted his name as my entire body practically bowed off the bed. I thrust my hips up so I could get even deeper into Jude's welcoming mouth. He gagged a little as he took every inch of me down his throat but when I tried to pull back, he followed me down until his nose was pressed against my groin.
There was no teasing, no building up to any of it as he sucked me hard and hot and fast. I opened my mouth to warn him how close I was, but Jude chose that moment to swallow and the added pressure sent me over the edge.
"Fuck!" I shouted as the orgasm ripped through me and I began to shoot down Jude's throat. I could feel him swallowing frantically as he tried to consume every drop I fed him. I heard him groaning and felt his body jerking against mine. I looked down to see that he was frantically humping the bed. He had his free hand jammed down his shorts which he’d managed to get down far enough to expose the tight globes of his ass.
Jude continued to suck me as he found his own release. He tore his mouth from my sated dick and screamed my name as he came. I had the pleasure of watching his face contort into gorgeous lines of bliss right before he dropped his cheek onto my thigh while his body twitched with the remnants of his release. I was still struggling to catch my own breath as we lay there in a tangle of limbs. I could feel Jude's warm breath wafting over my saliva-coated cock. It sent little shivers of delight up and down my spine.
I reached down to grab his arm and then dragged him up my body and fused our mouths together. I could taste myself on his tongue but I didn't care. I rolled him over so he was pinned beneath me. I could feel his own wet cock between our bodies. My mouth filled with saliva as I thought about how good he would taste in my mouth as he was coming in it. Next time, I'd make sure…
What next time, Nikolai? There can’t be a next time.
The brutal reminder was like ice water being injected into my veins. Jude must have felt the tension return to my body because he stiffened beneath me and the fire in his eyes quickly burned out.
"I should go," he muttered as he pushed at my shoulders. I released him because I didn't really have a