a sweet, gentle move that contradicted the frantic situation.
I was dimly aware of Nikolai talking to someone on his phone, but I couldn't make sense of words. As we exited the bathroom, he turned left instead of right. We passed a handful of guys as we left the building through the back exit. There were a couple more guys in the alley engaging in various sex acts. Sitting at the end of the alley was our SUV.
Nikolai yanked the door of the SUV open and ushered me into the back. The partition between us and the driver was up. As soon as Nikolai was inside the vehicle, he slammed the door shut and then his mouth was back on mine. The vehicle began moving but I didn’t care about where we were going. All I cared about was Nikolai.
When Nikolai tore his mouth from mine, I couldn’t help but let out a little cry of despair. It lasted only as long as it took for him to pull me onto his lap so I was straddling his legs. His hand snaked around the back of my neck so he could pull me down for another kiss, but I was already there. I grabbed his face in my hands and covered his mouth with mine.
Like in the bathroom, his touch consumed every part of me. Nothing else existed except for him. Electricity danced up my spine as Nikolai’s mouth made love to mine. But as good as it was, it wasn't enough. The desperation that had ebbed only a little bit when we’d walked out of the club was back in full force.
I needed to get off and I needed it now.
There would be plenty of time to explore Nikolai's body later. What I needed now was him inside of me. I reached my hand down between our bodies and sought out his zipper. His hardness brushed my shaking fingers as I worked the zipper down. Despite my need to feel his cock buried deep inside me, I couldn’t help but imagine how good it would feel to take his flesh into my mouth. Would he be demanding and rough as he shoved every inch of his cock down my throat or would he lavish me with praise as he stretched my mouth with his thick shaft? God, I didn’t even care how he took me—fast or slow, hard or soft, it didn’t matter. I just needed… him.
The more I tried to focus on how best to please Nikolai, the more doubt began to creep into my thoughts. What if I couldn’t meet his expectations? What if I tried and he found me lacking? What if I only had this one chance to show him what kind of pleasure I could bring him?
Doubt quickly turned to fear and then panic took over. Terrified that I would lose him altogether, I pulled his heavy cock from his pants and stroked it several times. Nikolai moaned and dropped his head back against the seat.
“Fuck, yes,” he growled.
That was what I needed. More of him needing me. I forgot about my desperate need to come as I shifted off Nikolai’s lap and slid to my knees on the floor.
"Jude?" Nikolai murmured as he looked down at me.
"Shhh," I said. "Want to make you feel good," I added as I nuzzled his erection.
I turned my head with the intention of closing my lips over his crown when he suddenly grabbed my arm and said, "I'm too close."
As far as I was concerned, that was a good thing. "It's okay," I said as I closed my fingers around his shaft.
Nikolai cursed again before dragging me back onto his lap. “We go together,” he said impatiently and then he was dragging me down for a kiss. It was a no-holds-barred kiss that left me shaking. When Nikolai’s calloused fingers wrapped around my dick, I forgot all about my good intentions to make sure he got off and instead focused on my own need to find my release.
"Yeah, baby, that's it," Nikolai practically snarled as he gave me a few hard pumps that had my balls drawing up tight against my body.
I threw my head back and used my hands on Nikolai’s knees to brace myself as I fucked his big hand. I was sure it couldn't get any better when I suddenly felt the heat of him against my sensitive skin. He’d wrapped his hand around both our dicks at the same time and was frantically working