so doggen were refilling platters with extra eggs and bagels for service. Blay waved to all of them casually, and tried to appear what he very much was not: He was screaming inside.
As he exited through the garage, he remembered himself and his mate putting on all that snow gear to go out and take care of the shutters. Then he recalled Qhuinn being up on the ladder and stopping to look over his shoulder to the forest—as if he’d sensed something. But there was no way he could have caught the scent of his brother. The wind had been hitting the front of the house. Anything in the trees, especially from that kind of distance? Wouldn’t have carried to them.
Strange.
Blay took the back door out into garden, and as he emerged, he glanced over at the shutters they’d fixed. Then he closed his eyes. It was a while before he was able to dematerialize.
When he re-formed, it was on the front steps of his parents’ house, and he realized that he hadn’t texted them that he was visiting on purpose. The last time he and Qhuinn had had problems, he’d come here—and his return tonight suggested they were back in the soup, as the saying went.
No reason to shine a bright light on that possibility.
Or . . . reality was more like it.
He did get out his phone now, though. It took him three tries to get the breezy, conversational tone right. Then he pressed send, pocketed the Samsung, and rang the—
“Son!” Rocke said as he whipped the door open. “You know you can just walk in.”
His sire was just the same as always, wearing his favorite cardigan, khaki pants, and worn leather slippers. With his pipe in one hand and reading glasses on his nose, he looked like he could have been ordered out of the Dad Catalog.
Blay smiled. “I didn’t want to intrude.”
“Don’t be silly. I’m just paying bills in the den, and mahmen is making bread.” Rocke laughed. “We sound like something in a Hallmark movie. From the fifties.”
Blay tried to imagine he and Qhuinn after the child-rearing was done, the two of them rattling around a big house in a happy decline that was going to take a lot of time, living for visits from the grand-kids.
He would love that. He would really love that.
“So how are you, son,” Rocke said as they embraced. “How’s Qhuinn?”
“We’re as good as you could expect.” And he supposed that wasn’t a lie. “It’s really hard.”
“I can imagine.” Rocke squeezed his shoulder as he hipped the door shut. “We’re so sorry, your mahmen and I.”
As pain lanced through his chest, Blay rubbed his sternum. “Thanks, Dad. Oh, wow, smell that.”
“Your mahmen is making stew as well.”
“You know, I think I’m hungry.”
“Good thing. She’s going to want to feed you. She always does.”
The stuff about the hunger was, in fact, a lie, but he had hope that his mahmen’s cooking would wake his stomach up. But even if it didn’t, he had other familiar comforts to sink into. On the way toward the aroma, his father started in with what Blay had always considered the six o’clock newscast for the family: Updates on his shipbuilding, the cooking course the two of them were taking, a distant cousin’s impending graduation from online human college.
“—really great what they can do with remote learning,” Rocke was saying as they entered the kitchen. “Look who’s here!”
Blay’s mahmen paused in the midst of kneading. “So I sensed! I would have come out, but I’m knee-deep in—well, you get it. Actually, I think it’s more my elbows. Anyway, come give me a kiss, my son.”
It was amazing how he regressed to full-on mahmen’s boy whenever he was around her—and like the dutiful young he was, and had always been, Blay went right over and kissed the cheek that was presented to him.
“Now, go in there.” She pointed across to the refrigerator with a flour-dusted hand. “Second shelf, in a Tupperware container, is the quiche I served for First Meal. There’s fresh fruit next to it, and I want you to make yourself some toast. The bread is over there. You’re too thin.”
Annnnnnd that was how his mahmen communicated: I love you, I’m so sorry about Luchas, I’m worried about you, and I hope you know that you and Qhuinn are welcome here anytime.
Rocke shook his head with a smile and went over to the coffee machine. “You better do what she says, or she’ll