War (The Four Horsemen #2) - Laura Thalassa Page 0,104
see it even now as he stares at me.
“It will make no difference in the end,” he says, his eyes so brilliantly alive.
I give him a meaningful look. “It will make a difference to me.”
This is how you get me to love you, I told him in Arish. I have a feeling he’s remembering those words right now.
The horseman stares at me some more, then says over my shoulder to the man waiting, “Call the men in. Tonight, the dead will not rise.”
The dead will not rise.
I can hear my heart thundering.
The soldier leaves, and we’re alone again.
I try to take in a deep breath, but I’m breathless.
I thought it was an easy promise to make, telling War that mercy was the key to my love. I hadn’t realized there was any truth to those words.
Not until this moment.
I stand, the water sloughing off of me. War gazes at my body, his eyes hungry. He’s still holding himself in check, but he was right earlier—he has limited willpower. And right now, I am going to break it.
I step out of the tub and into the horseman’s arms, plastering my wet body against his. Immediately, his hand comes around my waist, the washcloth falling, forgotten, to the ground.
He’s still kneeling, and for once I’m taller than him. His hands skim either side of my waist, and he dips his head, pressing a kiss to my stomach.
I run my fingers through the horseman’s hair and tilt his head back, forcing him to look at me. I spend only a moment glancing down at War’s lips—and then I kiss him.
The instant our mouths meet, I melt. He’s decadent, sinful, saintly.
He breaks away from the kiss. “What have you done to me?” he whispers. “What have you done? Wife, wife, wife,” he murmurs against my skin, his lips moving lower. Down my throat and across my collarbones. He trails his mouth over my chest wound, which has now scabbed over, thanks to him. After a minute, his mouth continues on to my breasts.
His hands tighten as he presses my arched back deeper into him. War’s mouth closes over a nipple, and a moan slips from my lips. I’ve never been this way with other men. I’ve never been able to let my guard down so much.
“Ve lethohivaš,” he says.
You intoxicate me.
His tongue lashes over the tip of my breast, toying with me. I press myself deeper against him, needing more, so much more.
All the touching, the kissing, the oral—none of it has been enough. Especially not now that War makes me feel beloved, and not when he looks at me with something like humanity in his eyes.
Not when he’s given up raising the dead because I asked.
War’s mouth moves from one nipple to the other, and his hand slips between us, his thumb running down the length of my slit.
I’m breathing hard, gasping as I arch into him.
Not enough. Not enough. Not enough.
“War,” I breathe.
I need him inside me. Screw my remaining injuries, they’ll heal—he will heal them.
The horseman stills. I’m sure he hears something in my voice. He breaks away from my nipple, his gaze rising to mine.
My breath is caught in my throat, and my body is beginning to tremble with nerves and excitement. I’m not sure I can force out the words I want to say.
I hesitate, unsure of everything except my own foolishness.
There can be no going back from this.
I hold his gaze. “I surrender.”
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War is cold steel and dark intent, and for a second after my declaration, that’s all I see on his face.
But then he smiles, looking far, far too handsome for his own good. He pulls my head down to his lips and kisses me all over again, and I feel his lust and excitement and, and—and something else. Something I’m not at all comfortable with.
The horseman breaks away, and that grin still pulls at his lips, but it’s dimming.
“I meant what I said earlier,” he says. “Your body needs to heal.”
I want to growl in frustration. He chooses now to be noble?
But War hasn’t moved away from me. He might want to do the right thing, but he’s no idealist. I can practically feel his need to be inside me, just so that he can be sure I’m truly alive.
“I almost died today,” I finally say to him, “and when I thought it was the end, do you know what I regretted most?”