Until Alex - J. Nathan Page 0,86

then he did the honors, slipping off his own boxers.

I tried not to stare, but holy hell. Feeling it was one thing. Seeing it was something else entirely.

Before I could tear my eyes away, Hayden had me pinned down on my back. “None of that tonight. Tonight I want you to see how amazing we can be together.”

Ripples attacked my belly. Amazing, body tingling ripples that kept rolling and rolling and rolling.

Hayden smiled a dimple-digging smile before his lips sealed over mine. His tongue pushed inside my mouth before I could prepare for it. Powerful and possessive, claiming me with every plunge.

I ran my hands over the inward curve in his spine and up the slope of his smooth rear end. He clenched at the contact. His manhood, in all its glory, stood against my bare stomach, pressing into me like a declaration of things to come.

Even though he was noticeably more than ready to proceed, he stayed at my mouth, devouring my lips and tongue, making me forget everything, including my name. His hand slipped down my neck and over my chest slowly. Agonizingly slowly. His touching, caressing, circling, and squeezing ignited a direct line of pleasure between my thighs. One I didn’t even realize existed. But, oh, how it did.

His hand continued its descent, gliding over my belly button and under the minimal fabric of my underwear. His fingers swept lower, gently moving to places no one had ventured before. His middle finger slipped inside my warmth and his thumb stopped on the highest point of pleasure. His light pressure and deliberate movements sent delicious tingles pulsing everywhere.

My head flew back, my eyes squeezing shut. I couldn’t keep my body still. It moved with his movements.

Oh, my freaking God.

HAYDEN

Alex’s breathy whimpers and obliging body told me one thing. She was more than ready for me. She’d been responsive, enjoying everything I did to her. Everything I made her feel. It was such a fucking turn-on.

In the past, I focused on my needs. A girl’s came second. But tonight, it was all about Alex. I’d make her forget any guy who came before me. I’d make her ache for me. Crave my touch. Need me, and only me, for the foreseeable future.

I kept my fingers moving where it appeared she wanted them, adding another digit to the mix. Slipping in and out, up and down, all around. Her body arched in delight. I contemplated letting her go like this, but I wanted to be inside of her the first time.

I withdrew my fingers.

Alex groaned, making it clear I’d left her on the brink.

I opened my nightstand, grabbing hold of a foil packet. I clutched it in my hand, crinkling the wrapper so she could hear it. It was her chance to stop me. Her chance to put on the brakes. Her chance to realize this was a huge mistake.

I looked down at her body tucked beneath mine, waiting for the sign.

She gazed up at me, her chest rising and falling. “I want this Hayden.” Her voice came out breathy and sincere. “I want this with you.”

Her words sent chills racing up my arms. Never had someone looked at me with such love-filled eyes and meant exactly what they said. Especially knowing what she knew about me. “Just say the word and I’ll stop. I obviously won’t want to, but I’ll stop.”

Alex watched mesmerized as I worked the condom on. Once I had it in place, only one thing stood in our way.

I inched my way down Alex’s body, my nose brushing over her delicious skin. I gripped her thong with my pinkies. Grasping my intent, she lifted her ass. I inched the piece of string down and discarded it with the rest of our clothes on the floor.

I crawled back on top of her so our chests aligned, her knees cradling my hips. Not wanting to crush her under my weight, I balanced on my forearms, hovering above her. She caught me in her gaze, trusting me with the only thing she had left.

Keeping our eyes locked, I positioned myself at her entrance and gently pressed against her. Her eyes squeezed shut, like I knew they would. I eased my way in, inch by inch, determining my movements by the severity of her wincing. “Is this okay?”

Her head bobbed, but her eyes remained clenched.

She wanted to be strong. I could feel it in her grip on my arms. But I didn’t want to hurt her. And while I didn’t