The Unkindest Tide (October Daye #13) - Seanan McGuire Page 0,1

I’m . . .

I’m not completely new, but I’m not all that old, either. There are only three of my kind of fae in all of Faerie. We’re called the Dóchas Sidhe. I’m still trying to figure out exactly what that means.

To add another fun little wrinkle, my mother’s mother is a human woman, Janet Carter. Yes, that Janet, the one whose interference with Maeve’s final Ride led to the Winter Queen’s disappearance and changed the course of Faerie forever. So that’s something fun for me to live with. Janet is still alive, by the way. She married my ex-fiancé after I disappeared for fourteen years. My daughter Gillian calls her “Mom.”

My family tree has a lot of thorns, and a tendency to draw blood.

Being a changeling usually also means living on the fringes of Faerie’s political structure, since the fact that we’re mortal is seen as a sign of weakness. Again, things are different for me. Duke Sylvester Torquill of Shadowed Hills stepped in as my protector and patron while I was still a child. Thanks to him, when I got tired of living on the streets with the rest of the changeling kids, I had someone to back me up and take care of me. Under his protection, and after I’d discovered a new knowe for the then-Queen of the Mists, I’d been able to study for and eventually achieve my knighthood—something that was almost unthinkable for a changeling, even one with my bloodline.

Being a knight gave me a place in the Courts. It was a low place, sure, and many people regarded it as scarcely better than being treated like a particularly clever pet, but it had been enough to give me something to hold onto. I’m surprisingly difficult to shake once I have something to hold onto.

I started as a knight, became a knight errant—sort of a fancy way of saying “odd jobs person for the fae courts of the San Francisco Bay area”—deposed an illegitimate monarch, and helped the true ruler of the Mists claim her family’s throne. It was a lot of work, and resulted in my being named a hero of the realm, which is sort of like being a knight errant, only more so. Heroes of the realm protect people.

And I have people to protect. Somewhere along the way, despite everything, I found my people. I have a squire. I have a Fetch. I have a man I love, who wants to marry me. I have a family, and they were all waiting for me to get home with dinner.

I drove a little faster.

The past three months hadn’t been perfect, but they’d been surprisingly peaceful, despite presenting their own unique challenges. Gillian—who had been born a thin-blooded changeling and then turned completely human in order to save her from a painful, elf-shot-induced death—was finally part of Faerie. I’d been resigned to the possibility that I’d never see my daughter again, that one day I’d have to add her grave to the list of those I visited regularly, decking them with rosemary and rue.

Only it hadn’t worked out that way. One of my old enemies, the false Queen of the Mists, had arranged for the kidnapping of my only child, and had nearly killed her by jamming an arrow dipped in elf-shot into her shoulder. Elf-shot is always fatal to humans. Gilly should have died. Gilly would have died if Tybalt hadn’t reached her before the poison could stop her heart. He’d carried her onto the Shadow Roads, which are only accessible to the Cait Sidhe, and from there to the Luidaeg, the sea witch of legend, and my mother’s sister.

Like I said, my family is complicated.

The Luidaeg had been able to give Gillian a chance to survive. She’d draped my daughter in a Selkie’s skin, chasing the mortality from her bones for at least a hundred years. Most Selkies don’t keep their skins that long, but in Gilly’s case . . .

The elf-shot would linger in her system for a century. That’s what elf-shot was designed to do. It puts purebloods to sleep, and it keeps them that way until the world changes around them, becoming something alien and strange. If Gilly set her sealskin aside before the poison faded, she would die. Her humanity was the price of staying alive. It was seeing her father, her friends, everyone she’d ever cared about grow old and die while she continued on. She’d chosen to be human when I gave her the Changeling’s