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not as irrelevant as it first seemed.
"I was an army nurse in the Crimea," she told him. "I know more about war than you may think. I don't imagine I've seen as many battles as you have, but I've seen my share, and closer than I'd wish. I've certainly been part of what happens afterwards." Suddenly she was speaking with urgency, and the absolute and fiercely relevant truth. "And there is no one I know with whom I can discuss it or bring back the miseries that still come into my dreams. No one expects it in a woman. They think it all better forgotten ... easier. But it isn't always...."
He stared at her, his eyes wide. They were clear, pale blue. They had probably been darker when he was young.
"Well, now ... did you really? And you such a slip of a thing!" He regarded her rather too slender body and square, thin shoulders, but with admiration, not disapproval. "We found, at sea, sometimes the wiry ones outlasted the great big ones like a side o' beef. I reckon strength, when it comes to it, is all a matter o' spirit,"
"You're quite right," she agreed. "Would you like a hot drink now? I can easily make one if you would. It might ease your chest a little." Then, in case he thought she was patronizing him, she added, "I should like very much to talk with you, and I can't if you are taken with coughing again."
He understood very well what she was doing, but she had softened the request sufficiently. "You're a canny one." He smiled at her, pointing to the stove. "Kettle's over there, and tea in the tin. Little milk in the larder, maybe. Could be we're out till Michael comes home again."
"Doesn't matter," she replied, standing up. "It's all right without milk, if it isn't too strong."
She was scalding the pot, ready to make the tea, when the door opened, and she turned to see a young man standing just inside the room. He was of average height, slender, with very handsome dark eyes. At this moment he was obviously angry.
"Who are you?" he demanded, coming farther in. "And what are you doing?" He left the door open behind him, as if for her to leave the more easily.
"Hester Monk," she replied, looking at him squarely. "I called upon Mr. Robb to visit with him. We have much in common, and he was kind enough to listen to me. In order that he might speak with more comfort, he permitted me to make a cup of tea."
The young man looked at her with total disbelief. From the expression in his eyes one might have presumed he thought she was there to steal the meager rations on the shelf behind her.
"What on earth could you have in common with my grandfather?" he said grimly.
"It's all right, Michael," the old man intervened. "I'd fairly like to watch her take you on. Reckon as she might have the best of you - with her tongue, any road. Crimean nurse, she is! Seen more battles than you have - like me. She don't mean no harm."
Michael looked uncertainly at the old man, then back at Hester. She respected his protectiveness of his grandfather and hoped she would have done the same had she been in his place. And she was unquestionably an intruder. But the elder Robb should not be treated like a child, even if he was physically all but helpless. She must refrain from defending his judgment now, though the words were on the end of her tongue.
The old man looked at Hester, a glint in his eye. "Wouldn't mind getting another cup, would you, miss?"
"Of course not," Hester said demurely, lifting the last cup from its hook on the shelf that served as a dresser. She finished scalding the pot, put in a meager portion of leaves, then poured on the boiling water, keeping her back to Michael. She heard the door close and his footsteps across the floor.
He came up behind her, his voice very low. "Did Monk send you here?"
"No." She was about to add that Monk did not "send" her anywhere, but on reflection, that was not true. He had frequently sent her to various places to enquire into one thing or another. "So far as I know, he has no idea I am here. I remembered what he said to me of Mr. Robb, and I felt that I wished to visit