Trouble at Brayshaw High - Meagan Brandy Page 0,67
fucks with your head, which fucks with your concentration and throws off everything you’ve taught yourself to control...” I trail off.
He buries his face in my neck, rumbling, “It’s the most frustrating fucking thing I have ever felt.”
“I bet you hate I have that power over you, just as much as you don’t.”
“You bet right.”
I laugh lightly.
“Do you hate it?”
“I love it.” My grin is slow.
He nods, running his fingers through my hair. “Well, I’m pretty fuckin’ sure I love you, so I’m glad you’re on board.”
I freeze in his arms and his other hand slides up my side. He kisses my cheek then steps around me. Without another word or looking me in the eyes again, he disappears inside.
And I stand on the porch still frozen with my hands in the air for several minutes until the front door closing snaps me out of it.
I glance back to find Captain looking all fresh with his keys in his hands.
“You good?” he asks me, and I shake my head.
“Yeah, fine.” I swallow, running my tongue over my teeth. “Can you drop me at the house on your way out?”
He raises a brow. “Promise to get out?” he teases, and I laugh, shoving him and get in the passenger seat.
“Do you meet her at the same park every visit?” I ask him, and his features tighten.
“Yeah.”
One word is all I get until I’m climbing out.
“Raven,” he calls. “You could come, if you want...” He trails off, not meeting my eyes.
I walk around to the driver side, forcing him to look at me. “I will go with you each and every single time you go. Always. But only if you ask me.”
His eyes tighten around the edges and he reaches out. Gripping my neck in his hand, he gives a curt nod and slowly releases me.
Captain’s phone dings right then and he laughs quietly, lifting the screen for me to see.
Maddoc: 47 minutes, Raven...
With a playful groan, I walk backward and Cap winks, but then his eyes lift over my shoulder and his face is wiped of all emotion.
The blank look of a Brayshaw takes over and he rolls forward.
I turn to find Victoria leaning against the porch.
Her eyes follow the black SUV until it pulls away, then slowly slide back to mine. “You’re a few solid weeks past ‘tomorrow,’ Rae.”
The night I was jumped, she and her friend scared them away and she brought me back here. I promised her the money I won in betting that night, but I took off the next day before I could make it right with her.
I hold out the cash and she frowns. “A deal is a deal.”
Her features tighten. I know she wants to turn it down, but she’s a poor girl living in a group home.
Free money isn’t something she’d be smart to walk away from and she knows it.
Seeming a little embarrassed, she takes it, her eyes thanking me when her pride won’t allow her words to.
“Now, let’s go for a walk. I could use some air and you can buy me a snack or something,” I ease her.
She scoffs, disappears inside and comes out wearing her blue leather coat, and we start walking.
Victoria has that typical beach girl thing going on.
She’s tan even though it’s winter, and has long blonde hair with a little darker roots, but it’s natural, like the sun bleached it, and deep brown eyes. She’s short compared to me, but she’s fierce.
And when she sparks a joint and cuts her eyes to mine, she’s my new best friend.
Not really, but I’m with it.
She passes it my way, laughing when I sigh.
“You out?”
“Yeah, but I’m working on it,” I tell her, and she grins. “Sorry it took me a minute to get over here. Shit didn’t ...” I grimace. “Go as planned.”
She scoffs. “Yeah, no shit. Just because I’m not seen, don’t forget I go to the same school.” She cuts her eyes my way. “That was ballsy of you.”
I look away, shaking my head. “Trust me. Balls had nothing to do with it.”
“So, what was it, then?”
It’s sort of like what Bass had said to me the other night, so I try to explain it to her.
“Because they deserved me to. There’s not a whole lot people like us can do to handle a situation, not with where we’re at in our lives right now.” I take the joint when she passes it back. “So...”
“So, when you have the ability to do something, you do it,