“Yeah. So Vandy made me promise.” He holds out a palm, sweeping it across the campus in the distance. “Anyone but Sydney.”
I wince. “Yikes.”
He nods. “Yeah, I was kind of fucked up about it. But I had her make a promise, too.” He gives me a long, meaningful look. “Anyone but you.”
“Hey!” I playfully shove his shoulder. “Fuck you, I would have treated that girl like a queen.”
He snorts, but there’s a smile flirting at his lips. “I know. That’s exactly why I made her promise. But the more I think about it, the more I know you and Vandy wouldn’t have lasted a week.”
I argue, “I don’t want Vandy, dude. She’s like my sister.”
But Reyn ignores it. “Because you wouldn’t have had the patience. Not for her. So I need you to really ask yourself if this girl is different. Is this just about trying to get under her skirt, or is this something you’re actually willing to commit to? Is she worth it to you?”
I don’t even have to pause to think about it. “She is.”
Reyn shrugs. “Then if she’s worth it, you’ve got to be patient—especially if you’ve fucked up already. Let her set the rules here. Let her drive this thing. Stop making it all about your dick, Wilcox. I know you. You never back down from a fight. But you can’t fight something like this into submission.” He ticks off, “Don’t jerk her around. Don’t play games. Don’t bail when shit gets rough. Don’t keep shit from her. Christ, they do not like it when you keep shit from them.”
I nod, thinking. “I can probably do that.” He arches his eyebrow and gives me a look that says he definitely does not think I can do that, but whatever. “Thanks, man,” I say, holding out my fist.
“No problem.” He bumps his knuckles against mine. “Good luck with not thinking about your dick for five minutes.”
I walk backwards, holding out my arms. “Bet I could manage ten.”
“Oh yeah,” he replies. “Get used to cold showers.”
I flip him off, but he just laughs and walks off.
I’m almost back at my dorm when I text Georgia.
S: Is Sugar in your room?
G: Why?
S: I need to talk to her.
G: She’s not here. I don’t know where she is.
If she’s really not in her room, then I suspect I know where to find her. I detour from my dorm and head across campus. My phone buzzes again as I walk toward the dining hall.
G: Stop poking, Bass.
Yeah, that’s like asking a dog to leave a bone.
G: She doesn’t need your shit.
Sugar may not need my shit, but she wants it, just as much as I want hers.
Or fuck it—I need her. Whatever this thing is always pulling me toward her, I’m not going to cast it aside. It’s not in my nature. I tuck the phone away and walk around the side of the brick building. Sure enough, in the faint light of the sunset, Sugar sits on the stump, quietly trying to coax the cats to come to her.
I hang back for a minute, watching her interact with the cats. There’s a bag of treats hanging in the hammock of her plaid skirt. Lucy, the most at ease, eats a treat right out of her fingers, while Abby circles closer and closer. Even Hades has made his way near, sniffing around the treats she’s tossed in the grass. The longer I watch, the more it starts to click. Patience. Building trust. Letting them take the lead.
Abby’s getting a little closer now. I’m watching the way the light is playing against the soft curves of Sugar’s lips when they slowly quirk, a small half-smile slanting her mouth. I thought she wore sharp fury well, but this—a small, secret thread of happiness brightening her face—is what she should always look like.
Fuck, she’s gorgeous.
I take a deep breath, trying to settle this itch to go and do and have, and stride across the grass. The cats see me first, Hades jumping back a few feet and running to the closest bush. Abby starts in my direction, undoubtedly hoping for a can of food. Sugar looks up, startled, the smile instantly twisting into the hard, flat line of a grimace.
By the time I’m a few feet away, the cats have scattered, and Sugar is standing, looping her backpack over her shoulders.
We stare at each other for a bit. Too long. Desperate for something to do, I take my pack of cigarettes from