“Please do. Can you help yourself? I hardly even know what we’ve got. I’m drinking Pernod.”
She watched him cross the room. While his back was turned, she felt free to stare at him. He squatted lightly before the sideboard, tilting the bottles to read their labels. She leaned her head in her hand. She was aware of him coming back across the room, stopping by her, crouching.
“Are you sure you’re all right, Marjorie?”
She could not meet his eyes. She knew she was blushing. His hand rested on the arm of her chair. She looked at his gold watch, the slender wrist, the dark hair on the back of his pale hand. She felt unable to move. She stared at the hand.
“Marjorie?”
“I’m sorry. I feel terribly hot, Ian.”
“Let me open a window. It is very stuffy in here.”
The hand disappeared from view and presently she felt air cooling her damp forehead.
“Oh, that’s better. Thank you.”
She leaned back, was able to look at him. After all, he was not so very special. Goodlooking, but not strikingly so. She smiled back at him.
“I’m sorry. I’m a bit weird this evening. There’s been this cloud thing, and then Greg Markham, and … well, things can seem pointless. And yet one is … glad to be alive … I’m sorry, I’m not making much sense, am I? It’s just that we’re so powerless. I keep wanting to do something.”
“You’re making a lot of sense, Marjorie.”
Thunder crashed suddenly, shaking the house.
“Christ, that was close!” she exclaimed, and then was taken aback at herself. She mustn’t be so excitable. A prickly wave rushed over her skin. “I wonder if more of those cloud organisms are coming down in this rain.”
“Probably.”
“There was a local woman, I heard, who kept a home for cats. She gave all her own tinned food to the cats, thinking the boxed food she had for them had been contaminated. I expect she’ll starve.”
“Mad.” He took a substantial pull on his drink.
“Did you hear about the Coronation? They’ve canceled preparations.”
Peterson said sarcastically, “My, I expect the country will be in an uproar over that.”
Marjorie smiled. A flash, then a booming crash of thunder. Marjorie leaped up in fright. They looked at each other and abruptly burst out laughing.
“As long as you can hear it, you’re safe,” he said. “By that time the lightning’s passed.”
Suddenly she felt very good. She was glad to have him there, keeping loneliness and fear at bay.
“Are you hungry? Would you like something to eat?”
“No, I’m not. Relax. Don’t play the hostess. If I want anything, I’ll get it.”
He smiled wanly at her. Was there a double entendre in his words? He must be used to getting anything he wanted. Tonight, though, he was less certain, more … “It’s good to see you,” she said. “It’s been pretty lonely here recently with the children away and John working late.”
“Yes, I imagine—” He didn’t finish the sentence. The lights went out, dramatically accompanied by a roll of thunder.
“Now I’m really glad you’re here. I’d be scared stiff on my own, thinking someone had cut the lines to the house or something.”
“Oh, I’m sure it’s just a power failure. Lines blown down by the wind, probably.”
“That’s been happening a lot recently. I’ve got some candles in the kitchen.”
She crossed the room, skirting the furniture in the dark from long familiarity. In the kitchen she felt in the cupboard for candles and matches. Automatically she lit three and set them in candlesticks.
The mechanical clock on a shelf went tick, followed by a clacking as gears moved. She turned and found Ian in the doorway. He stepped inside. The clock made a sound like a rachet sticking. “Oh, I fetched that out of the garage, whilst straightening up,” she said. “With the power always off, an old windup is better …” Tick. “Makes that odd sound, though, doesn’t it?”
“Perhaps if you oiled it …”
“But I did, you see. There’s something needs mending. It stays pretty near right, though.”
He leaned against the counter and watched her put away the matches. She noticed that the pine shelving loomed up in the shadows cast by the candles. Things in the room waved and rippled, except for the straight shelves. Tick.
“Interesting,” Ian murmured, “how we keep on wanting to know the time, in the midst of all that’s going on.”
“Yes.”
“As if we still had appointments to keep.”
“Yes.”
A silence stretched between them, a chasm. She searched for something to say. Tick. The shelves seemed more substantial