The Tattooist of Auschwitz (The Tattooist of Auschwitz #1) - Heather Morris Page 0,54
pushed into his wagon, Lale watched as the doors were slammed shut and heard them bolted by members of the Slovakian army, men whose job it should have been to protect him.
Over and over he hears the sound of the doors being slammed and bolted, slammed and bolted.
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The next morning the two kind prisoners help Lale from the block and stand with him to await rollcall. How long has it been since I’ve stood like this? Numbers, numbers. Survival is always about your number. Being ticked off your kapo’s list tells you that you are still alive. Lale’s number is last on the list, since he is the newest occupant of Block 31. He doesn’t respond the first time it is called, has to be nudged. After a cup of old, weak coffee and a thin slice of stale bread, they are marched off towards their labour.
In a field between the two camps of Auschwitz and Birkenau, they are made to carry large rocks from one side to the other. When the rocks have all been moved over, they are told to take them back again. And so the day goes on. Lale thinks of the hundreds of times he has walked the road alongside and seen this activity taking place. No, I only glimpsed it. I couldn’t watch what these men were enduring. He quickly works out that the SS shoot the last one to arrive with his rock.
Lale needs to use all of his strength. His muscles ache but his mind stays strong. On one occasion he is the second last to arrive. When the day ends, those still living gather up the bodies of those slain and carry them back to the camp. Lale is excused from this task, but told he has one day’s grace only. Tomorrow he will have to pull his weight, provided he’s still alive.
As they trudge back into Birkenau, Lale sees Baretski standing inside the gates. He falls into step beside Lale.
‘I heard what happened to you.’
Lale looks at him. ‘Baretski, can you help me with something?’ By asking for assistance he admits to the other men that he is different from them. He knows the officer’s name and can ask him for help. Marking himself as friendly with the enemy brings acute shame, but he needs this.
‘Maybe … What is it?’ Baretski looks uncomfortable.
‘Can you get a message to Gita?’
‘Do you really want her to know where you are? Isn’t it better that she thinks you’re already dead?’
‘Just tell her exactly where I am – Block 31 – and tell her to tell Cilka.’
‘You want her friend to know where you are?’
‘Yes, it’s important. She’ll understand.’
‘Hmm. I’ll do it if I feel like it. Is it true you had a fortune in diamonds under your mattress?’
‘Did they mention the rubies, emeralds, the Yankee dollars, the British and South African pounds?’
Baretski shakes his head, laughing, slapping Lale painfully on the back as he walks off.
‘Cilka. Gita must tell Cilka,’ he calls after him.
A backward wave of Baretski’s arm dismisses Lale.
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Baretski enters the women’s camp as they are lining up for dinner. Cilka sees him approach the kapo and then point at Gita. The kapo beckons Gita with her finger. Cilka draws Dana in close as Gita slowly walks over to Baretski. They cannot hear what he says, but his message causes Gita to cover her face with her hands. She then turns towards her friends and runs back into their arms.
‘He’s alive! Lale is alive,’ she says. ‘He said I’m to tell you, Cilka, that he is in Block 31.’
‘Why me?’
‘I don’t know, but he said Lale had insisted I tell you.’
‘What can she do?’ Dana asks.
Cilka looks away, her mind working feverishly.
‘I don’t know,’ says Gita, not in the mood to analyse. ‘I only know that he is alive.’
‘Cilka, what can you do? How can you help?’ Dana pleads.
‘I will think about it,’ says Cilka.
‘He’s alive. My love is alive,’ Gita repeats.
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That night, Cilka lies in the arms of Schwarzhuber. She can tell he is not yet asleep. She opens her mouth to say something but is silenced by him retrieving his arm from underneath her.
‘Are you all right?’ she asks tentatively, fearing he will be suspicious of such an intimate question.
‘Yes.’
There is a softness in his voice she has not heard before and, emboldened, Cilka presses on. ‘I have never said no to you for anything, have I? And I’ve never asked you for anything before?’ she says tentatively.