The Tattooist of Auschwitz (The Tattooist of Auschwitz #1) - Heather Morris Page 0,38

people. More like marionettes abandoned by their puppeteers. He approaches the nurse sitting behind the desk and holds up his bag.

‘Tätowierer.’

She looks at him with disgust, sneers, stands and walks off. He follows her. She leads him down a long corridor and into a large room. About fifty young girls stand there in a line. Silent. The room smells sour. At the front of the line Mengele is examining one of the girls, roughly opening her mouth, grasping her hips, then her breasts, as tears fall silently down her face. Finishing his examination, he waves her off to the left. Rejected. Another girl is pushed into her vacated place.

The nurse walks Lale up to Mengele, who stops his examination.

‘You are late,’ he says with a smirk, clearly enjoying Lale’s discomfort. He indicates a small group of girls standing to his left.

‘Those I am keeping. Do their numbers.’

Lale moves off.

‘One day soon, Tätowierer, I will take you.’

Lale looks back and there it is. That tight pull of the lips that constitutes a sick smile. Once again a chill spreads throughout his body. His hands shake. Lale picks up his pace, hurrying to a small table where another nurse sits with identification cards at the ready. She makes room for him to set up. He tries to control the shaking in his hands as he lines up his tools and ink bottles. He looks over at Mengele, who has another frightened girl in front of him, and is running his hands over her hair and down her breasts.

‘Don’t be frightened, I’m not going to hurt you,’ Lale hears him tell her.

Lale watches the girl shiver in fear.

‘There, there. You’re safe, this is a hospital. We take care of people here.’

Mengele turns to a nearby nurse. ‘Get a blanket for this pretty young thing.’

Turning back to the girl, he says, ‘I’ll take good care of you.’

The girl is sent in Lale’s direction. Lale puts his head down and prepares to get into the rhythm of tattooing the numbers shown to him by the nurse assisting.

When his work is complete, Lale leaves the building and looks again into the fenced area. It is empty. He drops to his knees and dry retches. He has nothing to bring up; the only fluid in his body is tears.

That night, Gita returns to her block to learn that there are several new arrivals. The established residents eye the newcomers with resentment. They don’t want to have to talk about the horrors that lie in store, nor share their rations.

‘Gita. Is that you, Gita?’ a feeble voice calls out.

Gita approaches the group of women, many of whom seem older. Older women are rarely seen in Birkenau, which is home to the young who can work. A woman steps forward, her arms outstretched. ‘Gita, it is me, your neighbour Hilda Goldstein.’

Gita stares and suddenly recognises a neighbour from her hometown of Vranov nad Topl’ou, paler and thinner than when Gita saw her last.

Memories flood Gita, scents and textures and flashes of the past: a familiar doorway, the aroma of chicken soup, a cracked bar of soap by the kitchen sink, happy voices on warm summer nights, her mother’s arms.

‘Mrs Goldstein …’ Gita moves closer, clasps the woman’s hand. ‘They took you too.’

The woman nods. ‘They took us all away maybe a week ago. I got separated from the others and put on a train.’

A rush of hope. ‘My parents and sisters are with you?’

‘No, they took them several months ago. Your parents and your sisters. Your brothers have been gone for a long time – your mother said they joined the resistance.’

‘Do you know where they were taken?’

Mrs Goldstein drops her head. ‘I’m sorry. We were told they were … They were …’

Gita crumbles to the floor as Dana and Ivana rush to her, sit on the ground and embrace her. Above them Mrs Goldstein continues to speak: ‘I’m sorry, I’m sorry.’ Both Dana and Ivana are crying, holding the dry-eyed Gita. They babble words of condolence at Gita. Gone. No memories come now. She feels a terrible emptiness inside her. She turns to her friends and asks in a halting, broken voice, ‘Do you think maybe it’s OK for me to cry? Just a little bit?’

‘Do you want us to pray with you?’ asks Dana.

‘No, just a few tears. That’s all I’ll let these murderers have from me.’

Ivana and Dana both wipe their own tears with the backs of their sleeves as silent tears begin to roll down

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