need you, I need you very much to help me, but don’t ask me to see her face, not now.”
The two looked at each other. Then Ash nodded.
“Very well,” he said. “Of course, I won’t ask to see it. But to love a witch that strong is very dangerous. You know this, don’t you?”
Yuri didn’t answer. For one moment he knew everything—that Aaron was dead, that Mona might soon come to harm, that almost all that he had ever loved or cherished had been taken from him, almost all, that only a scant hope of happiness or satisfaction or joy remained to him, and that he was too weak and tired and hurt to think anymore, that he had to lie in the bed in the next room, which he had not even dared to glance at, the first bed he had seen in all this time since the bullet hit him and nearly killed him. He knew that never, never, should he have shown Mona’s picture to this being who stood looking at him with deceptive softness and seemingly sublime patience. He knew that he, Yuri, might suddenly drop where he stood.
“Come on, Yuri,” said Samuel to him with gruff gentleness, coming towards him with the usual swaggering walk. The thick, gnarled hand was reaching out for his. “I want you to go to bed now, Yuri. Sleep now. We’ll be here with some hot supper for you when you wake up.”
He let himself be led towards the door. Yet something stopped him, caused him to resist the little man, who was as strong as any full-sized man Yuri had ever known. Yuri found himself looking back at the tall one by the mantel.
Then he went into the bedroom and, to his own surprise, fell dazed upon the bed. The little man pulled off his shoes. “I’m sorry,” said Yuri.
“It’s no bother,” said the little man. “Shall I cover you?”
“No, it’s warm in here, and it’s safe.”
He heard the door close, but he didn’t open his eyes. He was already sliding away from here, away from everything, and in a spike of dream reality which caught him and shocked him awake, he saw Mona sitting on the side of her bed and telling him to come. The hair between her legs was red, but darker than the hair of her head.
He opened his eyes. For a moment he was only aware of a close darkness, a disturbing absence of light that ought to be there. Then gradually he realized Ash was standing beside him, and looking down at him. In instinctive fear and revulsion, Yuri lay still, not moving, eyes fixed forward on the wool of Ash’s long coat.
“I won’t take the picture while you sleep,” said Ash in a whisper. “Don’t worry. I came to tell you that I must go north tonight, and visit the glen. I’ll come back tomorrow and must find you here when I come.”
“I haven’t been very clever, have I?” asked Yuri. “Showing you her picture. I was a fool.”
He was still staring at the dark wool. Then, right before his face, he saw the white fingers of Ash’s right hand. Slowly he turned and looked up, and the nearness of the man’s large face horrified him, but he made no sound. He merely peered up into the eyes that were fixed on him with a glassy curiosity, and then looked at the voluptuous mouth.
“I think I’m going mad now,” said Yuri.
“No, you are not,” said Ash, “but you must begin to be clever from now on. Sleep. Don’t fear me. And remain here safe with Samuel until I return.”
Four
THE MORGUE WAS small, filthy, made of little rooms with old white tile on the walls and on the floor, and rusted drains and creaking iron tables.
Only in New Orleans, she thought, could it be like this. Only here would they let a thirteen-year-old girl step up to the body and see it and start to cry.
“Go out, Mona,” she said. “Let me examine Aaron.” Her legs were shaky, her hands worse. It was like the old joke: you sit there palsied and twisting and someone says, “What do you do for a living?” and you say, “I’m a ba-ba-ba-rain surgeon!”
She steadied herself with her left hand and lifted the bloody sheet. The car had not hurt his face; it was Aaron.
This was not the place to pay him reverence, to remember his multiple kindnesses and his vain attempts to help her. One image