over and wraps his arms around Madison and me. I rest my head against his shoulder, suddenly it feels too heavy to hold up. Alexa screams, “Where are the police? Where are the fucking police?” so loud I flinch and I feel Madison jump, too.
An older couple comes over to us a few minutes later after Cash walks away. The woman is asking Madison and me questions but neither of us are answering. What’s the point? It’s not going to change the events of tonight. There is some guy sitting next to Landon in the middle of the street and there are a bunch of people around Alexa and Steven.
It’s too late…I want to scream but what’s it going to do? It won’t turn back the clock, lives have been irrevocably altered and utterly ruined.
The sirens from the cops, fire trucks, ambulances fill the quiet. There’s lights shining over the wrecked cars and it’s then that I see how bad the accident really is. It’s a miracle that the five of us made it out alive.
An EMT kneels so that he’s level with me. “Ma’am,” I look up, it’s all I can do. “Can you come with me, please, so that we can assess your injuries?”
I nod and attempt to get up. Madison grabs my hand, it’s a life line for us. “It’s alright, Madison.”
It’s a lie.
Nothing will ever be the same.
One moment changed everything forever.
What do you do once everything in your life changes?
You survive.
Chapter One
Three Years Later
September 18, 2013
Landon
A game.
The quarterback has a lot of choices and choices that are made on the field are rarely perfect.
So he decides which play to pick ‘cause he wants to make another touchdown. He wants to put the points on the board for the fans to see.
But when he makes that call to run the play he thinks is best, he will no longer have control over the outcome.
Those decisions will be made for him.
He will be part of something bigger than himself.
He will be relying on ten other players who have eaten, slept and breathed these plays for weeks. The team knows the plays better than their own dicks. Cash is amazing with the way he sees the whole field and fits the ball into tight quarters. He’s got a strong accurate arm, can get himself out of trouble, and has mobility and rare poise for a kid who’s only seventeen. I’ve never seen him lose his head on the field. Ever. And I doubt I ever will.
Then, the snap is called and everything is set in motion.
I take off sprinting down the field, outrunning my defender.
Everything is quiet. I hear nothing but my own breathing.
In the end zone, I turn at just the right second, and the ball lands perfectly in my hands.
I look down to my hands and smile. We did it again. We won another game making us state champions.
Cash comes running toward me as I throw the ball to the ref knowing damn well I’m going home with the game winning ball tonight. He leaps and I catch him mid-air, “We fucking did it again. We fucking did it, Landon!”
“Landon, man,” Colton kicks my hand that is hanging over the bed. “Your fucking alarm has been going off for twenty minutes.”
I glance over to Colton pulling on a pair of sweatpants, “Let’s go, man. We’re going to be late to strength training and if you’re late again Coach...” He stops talking midsentence.
Coach would bench my ass if I show up late again he doesn’t need to remind me of that.
Jumping from the comfort of my bed and into reality I grab a pair of sweats off the floor and pull them on. Who knows if they are even clean? Colton Myers is one of our tackles for the Oregon Ducks. He’s a cocky asshole but we get along well enough. Not like we really have a choice since we live together. He thinks we share a mutual hate for Cash but he couldn’t be further from the truth. I’ll never tell him that though, what he doesn’t know won’t hurt him and I’m not about to spill my deep dark secrets to him anyway.
“Let’s go,” I say pulling a t-shirt over my head. It smells like sweat and dirt but I don’t have time to find something clean. I really need to fucking do my laundry.
Twenty minutes later we meet up with the rest of the team in the state-of-the-art gym thanks to our proud sponsors.