“Okay.” I didn’t want to have sex anyway. “Show it to me.”
His mouth curved a second after I said those words. It was if they were magic words, words that filled him with the same feelings I had when we were kissing.
He slid me off his lap and lifted his hips, rolling down the zipper of his jeans. Flicking open the button, he reached inside, and my eyes widened. It was the first time I’d seen this part of a man, and it looked swollen enough to cause pain—to a girl and to him.
“Does it hurt?”
He laughed. “No.” His fingers curled around it and slowly tugged.
“Wanna feel it?”
I nodded before I fully made up my mind.
He took my hand and wrapped it around his, and together we stroked. “It’s warm.”
His eyes grew heavy as my fingers explored, finding the crown to be the softest part. I gasped as a pearl of moisture transferred to my finger.
“Taste it.”
My gaze jerked to his. “What?”
“Some girls like it.”
“Really?”
He shrugged. “Men love having their dick sucked.”
That wasn’t exactly the same as women loving the job. I wanted to know if I liked it. “Can I try it on you?”
He watched me through the slits of his heavy eyes. “You're too curious for your own good. Will you let me try it on you if I let you do it to me?”
My underwear was wet, and I tried to remember which ones I put on that morning. “Okay.”
He kissed me, and this time, it was different, deeper, more intentional. He eased me to my back on the couch, and my pants were suddenly open. I lifted my hips, but he only pulled them down to my thighs. As his tongue teased mine, his fingers swirled over my lower belly, drifting closer and closer to my underwear. I sucked in a breath as his fingers lifted the fabric and teased the patch of hair underneath.
“I’m guessing no one’s ever touched you here.”
“No, but that’s okay.”
He pushed my jeans down a little more and glided the tip of a finger through the seam of my folds. Damp skin parted, and a sound I’d never made escaped my throat. “Sorry.”
His eyes lifted as his finger softly teased. “Noises are okay. They tell the guy if you like what he’s doing.” He pressed a little deeper, and I gasped.
My spine arched as I leaned back. “I think my jeans are in the way.”
“I think it’s best we keep them on.” He lowered them to my knees, but no more. Looking up at me, he smiled. “Can I do it to you, first?”
Curious, I nodded.
“Lie back.”
I looked at the ceiling and sucked in a breath as his tongue, velvet soft, traced over me. His hair tickled my hips and, when I glanced down, he was watching me, tongue on my privates, eyes heavy with something I didn’t recognize.
He licked at a sensitive spot, and I squirmed. “Do you like it?”
“I’m not sure.”
He slipped a hand between my thighs. “You’ll like this.”
I let out a startled sound as he pressed a finger inside of me again, this time deeper than before. His head lowered and his mouth closed over me, sucking as the finger started to move.
Sensation spiraled through me at a startling rate, and I twisted, unsure what was happening. “Gavin…”
He paused, and the feelings stilled, but my body throbbed. “Do you want me to stop? You’re in charge.”
“It feels like something’s about to go very wrong.”
“What do you mean?”
“Like… I don’t know. You’re doing something to me.”
He laughed. “It’s called an orgasm. Trust me. You’ll like it. Nothing bad will happen.”
I hesitated, unsure if I believed him. “Maybe we should stop.”
“Please…” He licked. “Let me make you come.” Another lick. “Please.”
It wasn’t necessarily what he was doing that tempted me, but the way he asked to do it like I was something to be worshiped, something he’d beg to touch. I relaxed, and his mouth and fingers stole my breath.
The silly sounds escaping from my throat were embarrassing. He was never rough, and there wasn’t any pain, but I didn’t like not knowing what was coming. I suddenly felt very out of control, like I was falling without a safety net.
“I can’t.” I scrambled out from under him.
“What?” He caught my jeans.
“I can’t do it.”
“Yes, you can.”
I scooted to the pillows. “No, I can’t. It’s embarrassing. I don’t want one. It’ll hurt.”
He ducked his head, dropping his brow to the bedding as his shoulders shook.