harshly. It never occurred to them that it would take even a million years for their children's children to learn peace and be worthy to enter this place and learn all about advanced technologies. How could they guess that century after century, millennium after millennium, the humans of Harmony would never learn peace, would never cease trying to rule over one another by force or deception? I was never meant to keep this place closed off for even a million years, let alone forty million. So they built well indeed - the flaws and failures in my secret core were not fatal, were they? After all, you're here, aren't you?)
Nafai remembered his terror when he had had no air to breathe, and wasn't sure that they hadn't cut it all a little fine.
"Where are you?" asked Nafai.
(All around you.)
Nafai looked, and saw nothing in particular.
(The sensors there, in the ceiling - those are how I see you right now, and hear you, besides my ways of seeing through your eyes, and hearing your words before you say them. Behind all these walls are bank after bank of static memory - all of that is my self. The machinery pumping air through these underground passages - they are also me.)
"Then why did you need me at all?" asked Nafai.
(You are the one who broke me out of my loop and opened up my vision to include my own heart, and you ask me that?)
"Why do you need me now?"
(I also need you - all of you - because the Keeper has sent you dreams. The Keeper wants you, and so I will bring you.)
"Why do you need me?" he asked, clarifying the question even further.
(Because my robots were all controlled by a place in my memory that has become completely untrustworthy. I have shut them down because they were reporting falsely to me. No one ship of these six has a fully uncorrupted memory. I need you to collect and test the memory in every part of the ships and bring good memory together until we have one perfect ship. I can't do this myself - I have no hands.)
"So I'm here to replace broken machines."
(And I need you to pilot the starship.)
"Don't tell me you can't do that yourself."
(Your ancestors did not let their starships pass completely under the control of computers like me, Nafai. There must be a starmaster on every ship, to give command. I will carry out those commands, but the ship will be yours. I will be yours.)
"Not me," said Nafai. "Father should do this."
(Volemak didn't come here. Volemak didn't open this place.)
"He would have, if he'd known."
(He knew what you knew. But you acted. These things are not accidental, Nafai. It isn't coincidence that you are here and no one else is. If Volemak had found this place and forced his way in, risking his own life for the sake of coming here, then he would wear the cloak. Or Elemak, or Zdorab - whoever came would have that responsibility. It was you. It is yours.)
Almost Nafai said, I don't want it. But that would be a lie. He wanted it with his whole heart. To be the one chosen by the Oversoul to pilot the starship, even though he knew nothing about piloting anything - that would be wonderful. More glory and accomplishment than he ever dreamed of in his childhood. "I'll do it then," said Nafai, "as long as you show me how it's done."
(You can't do it without tools. I can give you some of them, and teach you how to make the rest. And you can't do it without help.)
"Help?"
(There will be thousands of memory plates to move from one ship to another. You will grow old and die if you try to do it all yourself. Your whole village will need to work together, if we are to have a reliable starship that contains all of the memory that I will need to bring to the Keeper of Earth.)
At once Nafai tried to imagine Elemak doing any job under his direction, and he laughed aloud. "If that's so, then you'd better put someone else in charge. They won't follow me."
(They will.)
"Then you don't understand human nature very well after all," said Nafai. "The only reason we've had peace among us these past few years is that I've stayed pretty much in my place, as far as Elya is concerned. If I suddenly come back and tell them that I'm the