was Thomais, her black serving woman, with her close-cropped head and beautiful, fluid grace. "What is it?" Zoe asked without taking her eyes off the cross.
"Miss Helena has come to see you, my lady," Thomais replied. "Shall I ask her to wait?"
Zoe carefully replaced the cross on the wall and stepped back to regard it. Over the years since her return from exile, she had put it back up there hundreds of times, always perfectly straight.
"Walk slowly," Zoe replied. "Fetch her a glass of wine, then bring her here."
Thomais disappeared to obey. Zoe wanted to keep Helena waiting. Her daughter should not simply walk in at a whim and expect Zoe to be available. Helena was Zoe's only child, and she had molded her carefully, from the cradle; but no matter what she achieved, Helena would never outwit or outwill her mother.
Several minutes later, Helena entered quietly, smoothly. Her eyes were angry. Her respect was in her words, not in the tone of her voice. As was obligatory, she still wore mourning for her murdered husband, and she looked with some resentment at Zoe's amber-colored tunic, its flowing lines accentuated by the height that Zoe had and she did not.
"Good evening, Mother," she said stiffly. "I hope you are well?"
"Very, thank you," Zoe replied with a slight smile of amusement, not warmth. "You look pale, but then mourning is designed to do that. It is appropriate that a new widow should look as if she has been weeping, whether she has or not."
Helena ignored the remark. "Bishop Constantine came to see me."
"Naturally," Zoe responded, sitting down with easy grace. "Considering Bessarion's status, it is his duty. He would be remiss if he didn't, and other people would notice. Did he say something interesting?"
Helena turned away so Zoe did not see her face. "He was probing, as if he wondered how much I knew of Bessarion's death." She looked back at Zoe for a moment with blazing clarity. "And what I might say," she added. "Fool!" It was almost a whisper, but Zoe caught the edge of fear in it.
"Constantine has no choice but to be against union with Rome," she said sharply. "He's a eunuch. With Rome in charge, he would be nothing. Stay loyal to the Orthodox Church, and everything else will be forgiven you."
Helena's eyes widened. "That's cynical."
"It's realistic," Zoe pointed out. "And practical. We are Byzantine. Never forget it." Her voice was savage. "We are the heart and the brain of Christianity, and of light and thought and wisdom-of civilization itself. If we lose our identity, we have given away our purpose in living."
"I know that," Helena replied. "The question is, does he? What does he really want?"
Zoe looked at her with contempt. "Power, of course."
"He's a eunuch!" Helena spat the word. "The days are gone when a eunuch could be everything except emperor. Is he so stupid he doesn't know that yet?"
"In times of enough need, we will turn to anyone we think can save us," Zoe said quietly. "You would be wise not to forget that. Constantine is clever, and he needs to be loved. Don't underestimate him, Helena. He has your weakness for admiration, but he is braver than you are. And you can flatter even a eunuch, if you use your brains as well as your body. In fact, it would be a wise idea if you were to use your brains rather than your body where all men are concerned, for the time being."
Again the color surged up Helena's cheeks. "Said with all the wisdom and rectitude of a woman too old to do anything else," she sneered. She smoothed her hands over her slim waist and flat stomach, lifting her shoulders again, very slightly, to offer an even more voluptuous curve.
The taunt stung Zoe. There were places in her jaw and her neck she hated to see in the glass; the tops of her arms and her thighs no longer had the firmness they used to, even a few years ago.
"Use your beauty while you can," she replied. "You've nothing else. And as short as you are, when your waist thickens, you'll be square, and your breasts will sit on your belly."
Helena snatched up a length of silk tapestry from the chair and swung it as a lash, striking out at Zoe. The end of it caught one of the tall, bronze torch brackets and toppled it over, and burning pitch spilled on the floor. Instantly Zoe's tunic was on fire.