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looks like insecurity lacing her face.

“It’s just that, well, I have never done this before, not without a condom. This is a first for me, for a couple different reasons,” I tell her honestly. She nods her head, so I continue. “I’ve also never made love before. It was always just sex, release, but you—you’re different. My heart and soul are engraved with you. I’m scared as hell to hurt you and scared if we do this and you regret it I’ll lose you and, well, that’s just not an option for me.”

Allison raises her hips to meet mine. “I want you with everything in me, I want you in me.” She smiles softly. “You’ve branded my heart. There’s nothing that can keep me away from you. You’re a part of me. I want this with you, to share this part of me with you. I love you.” She lifts up and kisses me soft and slow. “Please, make love to me.”

My resolve crumbles, and I nod, letting her know I’m in this with her. “Baby, this is going to hurt, and I’m so sorry. Once I’m all the way in, I’ll stop, so you can adjust to me. If you need me to stop or you change your mind, tell me, okay?”

“I won’t want you to stop, but yes, I promise.”

With those words, I gently begin pushing my way into her slick folds and have to grit my teeth as soon as I feel her heat. The feel of her with no barrier between us emotionally or physically is a feeling I’m not prepared for. I’m glad I saved this moment, this feeling for her. I watch her closely, gauging her reaction as I continue to slowly slip inside. Allison raises her hips to meet mine. “More, Liam, please,” she begs me.

“Easy, babe, I don’t want to hurt you.”

She’s shaking her head. I’m so focused on watching her face, caught in the moment, I don’t realize she has wrapped her legs tight around me, until she thrusts against me, pushing me the rest of the way inside.

She gasps in pain, and I hold completely still. “Are you okay?” She doesn’t answer, so I start to pull out.

“Please,” she whispers. “Please, don’t, I want you. Please, make love to me. I’m fine, it just hurt for a minute.”

I lean down and kiss her, hoping to relay the emotions coursing through me. This moment has changed me. Allison is mine and I’m hers, I’ll never feel this with anyone else. I begin to move slowly at first, increasing my efforts as she begins to moan my name. I can feel my release rapidly approaching, so I balance my weight on one hand while my other finds her center and begins to stroke her folds while I increase my rhythm.

“Liam.”

“Allie.”

We both shout at the same time. I gently rest my full weight on her, not that there’s currently another option. I’m not ready to be disconnected from her, and my orgasm has taken everything out of me. As I lie here breathing, like I just ran a marathon, I lift my head slightly to look at my girl. She’s smiling, satisfied and sated. “I love you,” I whisper against her lips.

“Oh, Liam.” She hugs me tight against her with her arms around my neck. “That was the most amazing moment of my life. I can’t explain it.” She hugs me tighter.

I rise up and gently remove myself from her. I hop off the bed and go to the bathroom. I come back with a wet cloth. “Open for me, baby,” I say as I caress her leg. I gently wipe away her arousal and mine, then throw the cloth back through the bathroom door. I climb up on the bed and take her in my arms. “This,” I say, motioning with my free hand between us, “is the most exhilarating experience of my life. Everything with you is brighter, happier, more fulfilling.” I kiss her temple. “I love you so much,” I say, squeezing her tight.

“I love you too,” she says with a yawn.

I kiss the top of her head and reach over and turn off the bedside lamp. I reach down and pull the covers up over us. I fall asleep with the love of my life in my arms, and I can’t remember ever feeling more content.

Chapter 27

Allison

The morning sun is just starting to peek through the blinds. I’m lying on Liam’s chest with his arms holding me tight against