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his tongue and I’m crying out with my release. I’m too sated to care that it happened so fast. It doesn’t seem like he cares as his lips kiss their way up my belly. He stops at my breasts, nipping and sucking on each one, slowly running his wet tongue across each nipple.

He’s taking his time.

I’m greedy and I want more of him. This time, instead of pleading, I reach down and palm his erection in my hand. I start each stroke long and slow. I want to drive him wild, and if that gets him inside me sooner, that’s just an added bonus.

Kacen reaches down and places his hand over mine. “You’re gonna have to stop that, babe,” he grits out.

“But I want to touch you,” I say, adding innocence to my voice.

“Logan,” he breathes my name as his lips crash with mine.

I don’t stop like he asked. Instead, I increase my speed and, apparently, that does it. He tears his lips from mine and reaches over to the nightstand. Grabbing his wallet, he pulls out a condom.

“I’m on the pill,” I blurt out.

My words cause him to freeze. “What are you saying, baby?” he asks.

I can feel heat flush my cheeks. “Well, just that you know we’re safe if you didn’t want to use that.” I motion my head toward his hand where he holds the opened condom wrapper.

“I’ve never,” he says, his voice gruff.

“Me neither, but I want to with you. If you want, no pressure. I just . . .”

“I want,” he says confidently. He watches me, those blue eyes burning flames. I nod my head, letting him know this is what I want too. He tosses the condom over his shoulder and rests his weight on his elbows on either side of my head. His hands brush the hair from my forehead. “I want this, but I need for you to be sure. I need to know you understand that once I’m in you bare, you’re mine. I’ve never done this, and I’m excited as hell that you trust me, but this is it for both of us. Are you ready for that?” he says emphatically.

“I love you,” I say, lifting my hips.

He nods, letting me know he understands. He has my vow that this is it for both of us. We’re it. We’re us. I watch his face as he slowly pushes inside, not stopping until he’s fully sheathed. He rests his forehead against mine and breathes the words, “I love you, too, baby.”

I tilt my hips again, needing him to move.

“Logan.” He growls. “Sweetheart, you can’t keep doing that.”

“What? This?” I ask innocently as I lift my hips again.

“Yes, that,” he says through gritted teeth. “I’m sure there is a rule about confessing this while deep inside your girl, but, baby, I’m not going to last. I promised slow, but as soon as I start to move, it’s going to be all over. I need to get you there,” he confesses.

Placing all of his weight on one arm, the other slides down my belly until he reaches my core. He begins an onslaught of pleasure with his fingers, and all too soon, I feel my release building. Kacen must feel it because it’s at the exact moment that he starts to rock in and out, setting the pace that I was begging for earlier.

“Yes,” I moan.

“Now, Logan. Come for me,” he says as he throws his head back in ecstasy. I follow him over the edge.

He rolls to the side and gathers me in his arms. My back is pressed firmly to his front and he buries his face in my neck.

“Good morning,” he finally says. His voice is husky with desire.

A giggle escapes my lips. Never have I felt this connected to someone and felt as though I could be me and laugh after making love. “Good morning,” I reply.

What I wouldn’t give to wake up like this every day.

Chapter 45

Kacen

Yesterday was bittersweet. Sweet was waking up with Logan’s naked body nestled against mine. Making love to her with nothing between us. I wanted to tell her that I couldn’t give a fuck less if she was on birth control, but decided I would save that little tidbit of knowledge for another day.

Bitter was her grandfather’s visitation. Standing in the background, watching as my girl and her family mourned the loss of their loved one. To make matters worse, several in attendance recognized us. I tried to tell Logan we would wait