Series Starter Firsts in Series Collection - Kaylee Ryan Page 0,26

know how to raise a kid, let alone on my own. She and I have a lot of shit to figure out.”

“You can come back in,” the nurse informs us.

“Listen, man. I’ll give the three of you some time. I’ll be in the waiting room if you need me. I’m going to see if Reagan wants to go down to the cafeteria to grab a bite to eat. You want anything?”

“No, I’m good. Thanks, man.”

I find Melissa sitting up in bed. “Hey,” I say, keeping my voice low.

“Hi,” she replies, her voice raspy.

“How you feeling?”

“Like I missed a lot.” She eyes our son.

“I think someone wants to meet you.” I gently lift him from his bed and carry him to her. Tears are streaming down her face when I place him in her arms. “Here you go, little man. This is your mommy.”

A sob escapes her throat. I admit I have to blink hard several times to keep my emotions in check.

“Hi, handsome,” she coos. “I love you so much.”

He’s sleeping, not a care in the world. I can see the love in her eyes, and any anger I had about her not telling me sooner fades away. She was coming to me, and I know without a shadow of a doubt that she is going to be the best mother to our son.

Melissa leans down and kisses his forehead, letting her lips linger. The image is one I know she and my son will cherish forever. I slip my phone out of my pocket and snap a picture, the flash catching her attention. She doesn’t chide me about her hair being a mess or that she’s not picture-ready. No, Melissa gives me a bright-as-the-sun smile, tears in her eyes.

“Can I see?” she asks.

I take my seat beside her bed and show her my phone. “I’ve taken a few today.” I slowly scroll through the pictures so she can see.

“When was he born?”

“Today at 12:01 p.m. He’s six pounds, eight ounces, and nineteen inches long. They say he’s perfectly healthy.”

“He’s early.”

“Yeah, the doctors gave you something through your IV to make his lungs stronger. His heart rate started to drop, so they delivered him cesarean. You’ve been here for three days.”

“I’m so sorry, Ridge. I was coming to tell you. I wanted you to know, but I was just scared . . . you would reject him, and I didn’t want that. I didn’t know how you would react.”

I take a minute to process what she said. “I’m not mad anymore. How can I be when you gave me him? He’s a shock, sure, but he’s my flesh and blood. I know we have a lot to figure out, but I want to be in his life.” I stop and wait for her reaction. She nods, more tears falling from her eyes. “I want him to have my name,” I confess.

“Okay,” she agrees easily, looking down at our son. “He’s perfect, Ridge. I’ve never had family. He’s my family.” Her voice cracks.

“Hey, how about another picture? This time of the three of us?”

She smiles through her tears, nodding.

I step out of the room and grab a nurse. “Can you take a picture of the three of us?” I ask her.

“Sure.”

I hand her my phone and gingerly sit on the side of the bed. Placing my arm around Melissa’s shoulders, we smile for the camera.

“Thank you,” I tell the nurse, taking my phone back.

“You’re welcome,” she says, then quietly leaves us once more.

“Did you have any names in mind?” I ask Melissa.

“No, I wanted to meet him first, get to know his personality a little. Any ideas?”

“As long as it ends in Beckett, I’m good with it.”

A soft laugh escapes her lips. “Thank you, Ridge. I know you should hate me right now. You could be making this so much more difficult, but you’re not.”

“No need. He’s mine, and I want to be a part of his life. Nothing difficult about it. Do I wish I would have known sooner? Yeah, but at the end of the day, it’s the same result. We have a child to raise.”

She yawns, and I watch as she battles to keep her eyes open.

“Hey, why don’t I take him back to the nursery so you can rest? We don’t have to figure anything out today. You need rest to get out of this joint.”

“Yeah, I have a little bit of a headache too. Will you stay with him?”

“Nowhere else I’d rather be,” I tell her