Saint (Angelview Academy #1) - E.M. Snow Page 0,51
overwhelmed, so I just keep my head-down and shuffle my feet down the hallway, Saint’s wide-shoulders blocking the rest of the world from view.
16
“Hey? Mallory? You okay?”
I startle and turn away from the shelf of portable light machines I’ve been blankly staring at for the past three minutes. Loni and Henry are both looking at me with raised brows.
“Yeah.” I nod and smile. “I’m great.”
“Mmhmm.” Loni doesn’t look convinced.
Which is fair because I’m far from great. It’s Saturday, five days since my attack at the pool, and I’m still freaking out over everything that happened. Since Laurel’s alibi was airtight—she and her cronies were publicly harassing some junior that looked at her funny, I have no idea who could’ve knocked me out, and I shudder every time I think about what would’ve happened to me if Saint hadn’t come along when he did.
And I hate that this isn’t the first time he’s left me with that realization.
“If you’re not up to be out today, we could go back to campus,” Henry says, his expression concerned.
I try to look reassuring when I respond, “Guys, really, I’m fine. I just want to forget about the whole terrible ordeal, okay?”
Loni and Henry share a glance.
“All right,” Loni says at length, and he nods in agreement.
Ever since I told them what happened, they’ve been treating me like I’m a glass vase that’ll shatter at any moment. While I appreciate their care, their caution only makes me remember the incident, and I’d rather not think about it.
Once I’d reported the attack, the first half of my week was spent popping in and out of the headmaster’s office, talking to him, the police, and other administration. When I wasn’t speaking with them, I was on the phone with Carley convincing her that she didn’t have to come all the way out to California because, as I assured her repeatedly, I was fine.
But I’m not fine. I’m terrified and paranoid that I’m going to get jumped again at any moment. Name-calling and trash on my doorstep, I could handle. Hell, I could even deal with the destroyed uniforms, but now, it’s gotten physical and that determination to stay is wavering. I’m having a hard time being alone and have spent the last few nights with my desk chair wedged beneath my door. I was hoping that shopping for supplies for Parents’ Weekend with Loni and Henry would be enough to take my mind off things, but I keep spacing out.
Which of course, concerns my friends.
“Do we have everything we need for the picnic?” I ask in a husky voice, desperate to push the focus off me. Tucking a strand of hair behind my ear, I cock my eyebrow at Loni.
She pulls out her mile-long list and scans it as she nibbles on the tip of her thumbnail. “Everything’s ordered. We just need to finalize the number of balloons we want and tell the girl up front. Then we’ll pop over to the mall and start hunting down prizes for the games.”
“Great, let’s go.” I urge them down the aisle of the party-supply store toward the front so we can get the balloons ordered and move along.
Henry and I stand to the side as Loni chats with the cashier.
“So, I heard you’re trying out for the swim team,” he says after a few beats, and it sounds like he’s fishing for a safe topic of conversation.
I nod. “Yep, tryouts are next week.”
“You feel ready?”
“I do, actually. I’ve been getting in a lot practice at night.”
Sucking in a sharp breath, he spins to face me, hazel eyes crinkled at the corners. “You’ve been going this week? After what happened?”
“I … I have been. A couple times.” I debate whether I should tell him that, despite feeling unsafe in my own domain, I’m not scared when I’m in the pool.
Not when I have my own security detail there every night.
Monday through Wednesday, I was too freaked out to venture into the dark by myself to head to the pool. No matter how badly I wanted to, I’d open my door and feel paralyzed by fear. It wasn’t until Thursday night that I finally gathered up enough courage to make it across campus. I’d arrived at the pool with my heart racing and was nearly in tears because I knew it wasn’t going to work out for me.
Then, my attention landed on Liam, already in the pool, his tattooed arms slicing through the water as he swam laps.