from my window, my heart practically bruised itself against my ribs. I’d previously written it off as Extreme Friendship, but the events of Fawkesoween had made it hard to keep up that fiction. And then there was the matter of Clive, and India, and the magnitude of the man Nick would be to the rest of the country, versus the boy he’d been in my room and that wheelbarrow. My heart and mind were doing a bang-on impression of one of Nick’s cryptic crossword puzzles—so, speaking to me in tongues.
“I can’t pretend he’s not really hot,” I finally said, as Cilla poured me a fresh cup of tea. “But what if he doesn’t even remember writing this? I don’t think I should bring it up. Do you? It’s not worth it. Right?”
Lacey wriggled to the edge of her squashy, low-slung chair and reached for a petite egg salad sandwich wearing a tiny poached quail egg on top.
“I’ve never seen you be this unsure of yourself,” she said. She turned to Cilla. “When we were twelve, Bex decided she liked this smoking hot soccer player in the grade above us, so one day she marched up to him and kissed him, right in front of the Coke machine. And then she just walked away and didn’t talk to him again.”
I shrugged. “We didn’t have any chemistry.”
Cilla smirked. “Well, you can’t say that about Steve,” she said.
“Steve is the future king,” I said, “and he’s taken, therefore I can’t—”
“Stop assuming you have the whole story. You’ll never know it until you talk to him,” Cilla said, pointing lightly at me with a knife coated in strawberry jam. “And as my great-aunt Gladys used to say, ‘Don’t mess about so long that someone else shags your man.’”
“Steve is getting plenty shagged, I’m sure,” I said, opting for a second scone. “I don’t even know if I want to shag him.”
Cilla rolled her eyes dramatically. “Of course you do,” she said. “You can lie about your feelings all you want, but for God’s sake, let’s not lie about that.”
“Good afternoon, ladies.”
Nick suddenly appeared, in olive cargo pants and a button-down shirt, swinging a chair over from a nearby table and straddling it to sit down between Lacey and me. She gasped, and our server, Jacques—a French guy who was surprisingly supercilious given that we were at a hipster tea and he had a Mohawk—nearly fell over from shock. He grabbed the sandwich-and-pastry tower off a nearby table just as an elderly woman was reaching for a macaron, and whipped it under Nick’s nose.
“As many as you please, Your Royal Highness,” he sputtered.
“Thank you very much,” Nick said, helping himself to a tiny fruit torte and a lemon bar.
As Jacques frittered off to check the structural integrity of his Mohawk in the mirrored kitchen doors, Nick offered a friendly hand to Lacey. “I’m dreadfully sorry I missed you last night,” he said. “I was being a gloomy, selfish git, and your sister had to save me from myself.”
Lacey, who had turned bright red when Nick sat down beside her, recovered nicely.
“Great to meet you,” she said, shaking his proffered hand. “Not that I’ve heard anything about you at all. And I for sure don’t have any DVDs in my suitcase that would be of interest.”
“Pity. I was hoping for some home movies. There’s a certain hamster I’d been wanting to see,” Nick said, filching a cucumber sandwich from my plate. Cilla’s eyes bored into me.
Lacey laughed. “There wasn’t much resemblance,” she said. “He was on the short side.”
“Better hair than you, though,” I said.
Nick grinned. “This is the kind of abuse she hands out regularly,” he told Lacey. “I’m considering having her deported.”
“What are you doing here, Nick?” Cilla asked, trying to sound casual.
Nick glanced at his watch. “Family business, Miss Nosy, and I’m actually running a bit late,” he said. “But as for how I knew where to find you, I have sources everywhere.”
Lacey’s eyes grew huge.
“I’m having you on. It was only Gaz,” Nick said. “I ran into him in the hallway when I went by Bex’s room to apologize for being so rude yesterday, and to give you something.”
Nick fished around in his pockets and pulled out two small enameled pins, each one depicting an American and a British flag on poles that crossed at the bottom. He passed one to a stunned Lacey, and when he dropped mine into my palm, it felt surprisingly weighty in my hand.