She shook her head. “Happiness. That’s what books smell like. Happiness. That’s why I always wanted to have a bookshop. What better life than to trade in happiness?”
He watched her for a long moment, longer than she was comfortable, until she returned to her tart. Once she had, he said, quietly, “You didn’t tell me if you forgive me.”
The change in topic startled her. “I—beg your pardon?”
“For the way I treated you. At dinner.”
She picked at the tart, selecting a strawberry and eating it alone, buying herself time to think about her answer.
He continued in the silence. “For the way I’ve treated you since Mossband. Since last night. In the carriage.”
She looked up at him. “You did nothing wrong in the carriage.”
He laughed, the sound humorless. “I did a hundred wrong things in the carriage, Sophie.”
“Yes, but those weren’t the things that made me sad.” The words were out before she could think, before she could alter them. Before she could make herself seem less delicate. She set down her plate and stood. “I’m sorry.”
He shot forward in his chair. “Don’t you dare apologize. I think that’s the first time someone has told me the honest truth in years. I—” He hesitated. “Christ, Sophie. I am sorry.”
“It’s not—” She shook her head.
“Stop. It is.” He stood, approaching her. “I’m an ass. You told me so, remember?”
“I shouldn’t have said that.”
“Was I an ass?”
She met his eyes, grassy green and focused on her. “You were. Quite.”
He nodded. “I was.”
“And tonight, you were even worse.”
“I know. I wish I wasn’t.”
“I wanted to throw my soup at you.”
He raised a brow. “You’re getting the hang of telling me the truth.”
She smiled. “It’s quite freeing.”
He laughed, then grew serious. “Forgive me?”
She watched him for a long while. “Yes.”
He exhaled, as though he’d been holding his breath for an age, and reached for her surprising them both, his fingertips brushing along her jaw, pushing a lock of hair behind her ear. “I never wanted to hurt you.”
She swallowed at the feel of him, the heat of his touch.
“I should never have brought you here,” he said softly, and she hated the way the words felt until he added, “you’re too good for this place. The men it makes.”
She caught her breath at the words. “I don’t think that’s true.”
“You don’t know who I am,” he said.
“Show me,” she offered, wanting desperately for him to agree, to tell her about this place. About the men it made.
He didn’t, his gaze falling to her mouth instead, his thumb stroking along her jaw. “You’ve cream on your lip.”
From the tarts. She lifted her hand, but he predicted her move, capturing her wrist before she could brush away the remains of the tart. “No,” he whispered, close, the scent of him overwhelming her, soap and spice. “Let me.”
She stilled, not quite understanding, but wanting it, whatever he offered. And then he was there, his lips on hers, his tongue licking out to taste the errant cream.
She’d never in her life experienced anything so scandalous.
Anything so . . .
“Mmm,” he murmured, the sound low and soft as he lifted his head. “Exquisite.”
He hadn’t been talking about the tart earlier.
She couldn’t stop herself from lifting her hand to his neck, holding him the way he held her, her fingers tangling in his dark hair. “Show me,” she repeated, only this time, she didn’t want him to talk. She wanted him to take.
Or perhaps it was she who did the taking, turning her face up to his, and capturing his lips with hers.
Chapter 16
LYNE LIBRARY LASCIVIOUSNESS!
She kissed him.
He might have been able to stop himself from anything more than the single kiss, just enough to remind him of her taste without causing more scandal, if she hadn’t kissed him, lifting her face, drawing his head down, tempting him with her little, quiet whisper.
But he was a man, after all.
And no man on earth could resist this woman.
And so he’d kissed her back, deepening the caress, his arms coming around her, lifting her high against him, and she wrapped her arms around his neck and leaned into the caress.
The first time he’d kissed her, it had been with one ear on the damn taproom at the Warbling Wren. The second time, he hadn’t been able to see her.
He’d be damned if he was going to miss a moment of the third time.
She was soft and sweet and she gasped against him, eyes wide, when he lifted her in his arms without